Saturday 31 December 2022

January TBR | 2023

It's the start of another year so here's my TBR for January 2023. I'm hoping January will bring a good start to my reading year, and I've deliberately picked a few easy reads as well as some older books on my TBR to get off to a good start. A big focus this month is reading for the Final Book Support Group (created by StephLoves on YouTube), so I've got three books towards that. I'm also reading The Blade Itself for the Catch-Up Book Club, and Atomic Habits for my work's Book Club. I'm very excited to read all of these books so here's to a great reading year for 2023!

1. Crazy Rich Asians by Kevin Kwan
2. The Life to Come by Michelle de Krester
3. Warbreaker by Brandon Sanderson
4. The Devouring Gray by Christine Lynn Herman
5. The Galaxy, and the Ground Within by Becky Chambers
6. Atomic Habits by James Clear
7. The Blade Itself by Joe Abercrombie
8. Outsider by Stephen King
9. The Outcast by Taran Matharu
10. Save the Cat! Writes a Novel by Jessica Brody
11. The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern.

So that's my TBR for January! Let me know what you're reading and if you've read any of these books. Also, are you participating in any readathons this month? Let me know if you are!

Monday 19 December 2022

These Books Will Self-Destruct in 12 Months & Review | 2023

Hello! So, several months ago I created a blog post called 'These Books will Self-Destruct in 12 Months | 2022'. The post is inspired by Becca and The Books, who originally started doing videos of this idea a few years ago (here are her 2021 and 2019 videos if you're interested!).

The basic idea is to pick 10 books that have been sitting on your shelves for a long time but that you never reach for. If you don't read them in 12 months then you have to unhaul them. I love this idea because there are definitely some books on my shelves that I never reach for even though I'm still quite interested in them. But I thought it was time we revisited that blog post to see if I read or unhauled the books on that list, and to create my new list for 2023. 

So, without further ado, here are the books from 2022 and whether or not I read/unhauled them:

1. The First Fifteen Lives of Harry August by Claire North ★★★.5

2. The Narrow Road to the Deep North by Richard Flanagan (UNHAUL)

3. The Smoke Thieves by Sally Green (UNHAUL)

4. Contagion by Teri Terry ★★

5. Dry by Neal and Jarrod Shusterman ★★.5

6. Me and Earl and the Dying Girl by Jesse Andrews ★.5

7. It's Kind of a Funny Story by Ned Vizzini

8. Who Killed Ruby? by Camilla Way ★★.5

9. Everything I Never Told You by Celeste Ng ★★★

10. Sleeping Beauties by Stephen and Owen King (UNHAUL)

Overall, I'm really glad I put these on my list because I ended up liking a couple more than I expected and it got me to unhaul the ones I didn't enjoy. If you want more in-depth thoughts on the books I read above, feel free to check out my Book Reviews page on my blog for more details! I didn't want to include them here because the post would end up far too long (and probably repetitive)!

So, for 2023, I'm focusing again on books I've had for a long time and need to decide whether I'm finally reading them or unhauling them. And here are the 10 books on my Self-Destruct list for 2023:

1. The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafon

For the past 7 years, I've heard so many good things about this book. I know it's the start of an adult historical fiction/mystery series, but that you can read the first book as a standalone. It's set in Barcelona, 1945, where a city slowly heals from its war wounds, and Daniel, an antiquarian book dealer's son who mourns the loss of his mother, finds solace in a mysterious book entitled The Shadow of the Wind, by one Julian Carax. But when he sets out to find the author's other works, he makes a shocking discovery: someone has been systematically destroying every copy of every book Carax has written. In fact, Daniel may have the last of Carax's books in existence. Soon Daniel's seemingly innocent quest opens a door into one of Barcelona's darkest secrets - an epic story of murder, madness, and doomed love. It sounds so intriguing overall, but something's been stopping me from picking it up, so I'm hoping adding it to this list will help.

2. The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern

I bought this Adult Magical Realism/Fantasy book when it first came out in 2019 and said I would read it immediately because I loved Erin Morgenstern's first book. However, I then saw that a lot of people disliked it or said it was a very slow-going book, so I just kept putting off reading it. I really think I will like it though, so I just need to finally pick it up. This book follows Zachary Rawlins, who stumbles across a strange book hidden in his university library and it leads him on a quest unlike any other. Its pages entrance him with their tales of lovelorn prisoners, lost cities and nameless acolytes, but they also contain something impossible: a recollection from his own childhood. Determined to solve the puzzle of the book, Zachary follows the clues he finds on the cover – a bee, a key and a sword.

3. The Life to Come by Michelle de Kretser

My brother actually got me this book for my birthday a couple of years ago. It's not one I've seen anyone read on booktube and it's not my usual genre, with it being literary fiction. However, it does sound interesting and I really want to give it a try in the next year. Set in Australia, France, and Sri Lanka, The Life to Come is about the stories we tell and don’t tell ourselves as individuals, as societies, and as nations. Driven by a vivid cast of characters, it explores necessary emigration, the art of fiction, and ethnic and class conflict. 

Pippa is an Australian writer who longs for the success of her novelist teacher and eventually comes to fear that she “missed everything important.” In Paris, Celeste tries to convince herself that her feelings for her married lover are reciprocated. Ash makes strategic use of his childhood in Sri Lanka, but blots out the memory of a tragedy from that time and can’t commit to his trusting girlfriend, Cassie. Sri Lankan Christabel, who is generously offered a passage to Sydney by Bunty, an old acquaintance, endures her dull job and envisions a brighter future that “rose, glittered, and sank back,” while she neglects the love close at hand.

4. The Deck of Omens by Christine Lynn Herman

This is the second book in a YA paranormal duology, with the first book being The Devouring Gray. In the first book we follow Violet Saunders who is uprooted from the city, and doesn’t have much hope of fitting in at her new school in Four Paths, a town almost buried in the woodlands of rural New York. The fact that she’s descended from one of the town’s founders doesn’t help much, either—her new neighbours treat her with distant respect, and something very like fear. When she meets Justin, May, Isaac, and Harper, all children of founder families, and sees the otherworldly destruction they can wreak, she starts to wonder if the townsfolk are right to be afraid. When bodies start to appear in the woods, the locals become downright hostile. Can the teenagers solve the mystery of Four Paths, and their own part in it, before another calamity strikes? I read and enjoyed the first book a few years ago, but I just really want to finish this duology so I can decide whether or not to keep it on my shelves.

5. The Falconer by Elizabeth May

In all honesty, I know very little about this YA fantasy except that it's about fae. I'm not usually a big fan of fae, which is why it's taken me so long to pick this one up. However, it's so short and the premise sounds pretty interesting, so I want to give this a chance before I just unhaul it. Edinburgh, 1844. Eighteen-year-old Lady Aileana Kameron, the only daughter of the Marquess of Douglas, has everything a girl could dream of: brains, charm, wealth, a title - and drop-dead beauty. But Aileana only looks the part of an aristocratic young lady - she's leading a double life: She has a rare ability to sense the sìthíchean - the faery race obsessed with slaughtering humans - and, with the aid of a mysterious mentor, has spent the year since her mother died learning how to kill them. Now Aileana is dedicated to slaying the fae before they take innocent lives. With her knack for inventing ingenious tools and weapons ruthless Aileana has one goal: Destroy the faery who destroyed her mother.

6. Crazy Rich Asians by Kevin Kwan

Crazy Rich Asians is and adult contemporary novel and I always though the premise of it sounded pretty good. It's been described as an outrageously funny debut novel about three super-rich, pedigreed Chinese families and the gossip, backbiting, and scheming that occurs when the heir to one of the most massive fortunes in Asia brings home his ABC (American-born Chinese) girlfriend to the wedding of the season. When Rachel Chu agrees to spend the summer in Singapore with her boyfriend, Nicholas Young, she envisions a humble family home, long drives to explore the island, and quality time with the man she might one day marry. What she doesn't know is that Nick's family home happens to look like a palace, that she'll ride in more private planes than cars, and that with one of Asia's most eligible bachelors on her arm, Rachel might as well have a target on her back.  I've heard it's filled with family politics and is similar to Gossip Girl, so I'm hoping I'll enjoy it. I've only been put off by the length of the book because it's pretty chunky for a contemporary book.

7. Nine Perfect Strangers by Liane Moriarty

I've read two Liane Moriarty books - one became one of my favourite thrillers of all time, and the other was a pretty meh, mid-level book. I'm hoping this will become another favourite, but I picked up a bunch of her books from a charity shop and I just haven't got around to them yet. In this one, nine people gather at a remote health resort. Some are here to lose weight, some are here to get a reboot on life, some are here for reasons they can’t even admit to themselves. Amidst all of the luxury and pampering, the mindfulness and meditation, they know these ten days might involve some real work. But none of them could imagine just how challenging the next ten days are going to be. Frances Welty, the formerly best-selling romantic novelist, arrives at Tranquillum House nursing a bad back, a broken heart, and an exquisitely painful paper cut. She’s immediately intrigued by her fellow guests. Most of them don’t look to be in need of a health resort at all. But the person that intrigues her most is the strange and charismatic owner/director of Tranquillum House. Could this person really have the answers Frances didn’t even know she was seeking? Should Frances put aside her doubts and immerse herself in everything Tranquillum House has to offer - or should she run while she still can? It’s not long before every guest at Tranquillum House is asking exactly the same question. It sounds interesting, so I'm hoping I'll love it.

8. The Good Luck Girls by Charlotte Nicole Davis

I got this book incredibly cheap when it was on offer because I'd heard really good things; however, I've been struggling to pick up YA fantasies recently so I've added this to the list to get me to finally read it. This book is set in the country of Arketta and follows five girls called the Good Luck Girls - they know their luck is anything but. Sold to a "welcome house" as children and branded with cursed markings. Trapped in a life they would never have chosen. When Clementine accidentally murders a man, the girls risk a dangerous escape and harrowing journey to find freedom, justice, and revenge in a country that wants them to have none of those things. Pursued by Arketta's most vicious and powerful forces, both human and inhuman, their only hope lies in a bedtime story passed from one Good Luck Girl to another, a story that only the youngest or most desperate would ever believe. It's going to take more than luck for them all to survive.

9. Grave Mercy by Robin LaFevers

Again, this is another YA fantasy, and this one was very popular on Booktube around 2013/14. I picke dit up cheaply, but still haven't picked it up. It follows seventeen-year-old Ismae, who escapes from the brutality of an arranged marriage into the sanctuary of the convent of St. Mortain, where the sisters still serve the gods of old. Here she learns that the god of Death Himself has blessed her with dangerous gifts—and a violent destiny. If she chooses to stay at the convent, she will be trained as an assassin and serve as a handmaiden to Death. To claim her new life, she must destroy the lives of others. Ismae’s most important assignment takes her straight into the high court of Brittany - where she finds herself woefully under prepared - not only for the deadly games of intrigue and treason, but for the impossible choices she must make. For how can she deliver Death’s vengeance upon a target who, against her will, has stolen her heart? It does sound like a mix of tropes from other YA fantasies I've read, but I'm hoping it does it well because I think it could be a favourite.

10. Dark Lover by J.R. Ward

This book was recommended to me by a family member years ago, but I've always been put off by the length of the series. This is an adult paranormal romance and the blurb has always really intrigued me: The only purebred vampire left on the planet and the leader of the Black Dagger Brotherhood, Wrath has a score to settle with the slayers who killed his parents centuries ago. But when his most trusted fighter is killed - orphaning a half-breed daughter unaware of her heritage or her fate - Wrath must put down his dagger and usher the beautiful female into another world. Racked by a restlessness in her body that wasn’t there before, Beth Randall is helpless against the man who comes to her at night with shadows in his eyes. His tales of the Brotherhood and blood frighten her. Yet his touch ignites a dawning new hunger one that threatens to consume them both.

So those are the books that will Self-Destruct in 12 Months if I don't read them in time! Keep an eye out for my post in the future where I wrap these up. Let me know what books would be on your list.

Thursday 15 December 2022

20 Books I Had to Read in 2022 | Did I Complete my 2022 Goals?

So, earlier this year I made three blogs posts regarding my reading goals for 2022. Today I want to talk about the first of those posts and whether I successfully completed the goals or not. The first post was '20 Books I have to Read in 2022'. These were a lot of backlist titles that I'd owned for a long time and wanted to finally get to this year. So, did I complete or unhaul all of these books? Let's see...

1. Wool by Hugh Howey ★★★★.5 

I'm happy to say I read this whole trilogy and loved it. This is a sci-fi dystopian book where thousands of people have lived underground their whole lives in a Silo. They've lived there for so long, there are only legends about people living anywhere else. Such a life requires rules. Strict rules. There are things that must not be discussed. Like going outside. Never mention you might like going outside. Or you'll get what you wish for. 

In this first book, we follow someone who gets sent outside of the Silo as a punishment, and they discover something they didn't expect. I don't want to say much else about the plot because I feel like knowing less going into this book really makes the impact of the discoveries so much more interesting. I really enjoyed this first book, but I will say that the second book was easily my favourite as we get to explore an entirely different perspective. I felt like the third book dragged a bit, but I still liked the way some of the books alternated between the past and present. This is a very solid adult dystopian trilogy and I recommend it to anyone looking for that genre.

2. The First Fifteen Lives of Harry August by Claire North ★★★★.5 

Another 4.5 star read for this sci-fi. I enjoyed this a whole lot more than I thought I would. This book shocked me so much. Before reading it, I really though this would end up being a DNF or a 2/3 star read but I ended up loving it. This is a sci-fi novel that follows Harry August, a person who is reborn and lives the same life again and again and remembers everything from his previous lives. This happens 11 times until something finally changes. As Harry nears the end of his eleventh life, a little girl appears at his bedside. This is the story of what Harry does next. Honestly, this was very reminiscent of Blake Crouch's writing and the repercussions of how you could change the world if you already knew what would happen. Don't let the historical fiction aspect of this put you off at the start, the plot is so thrilling and has so many twists that it keeps you turning the page to find out what happens next!

3. Night Shift by Stephen King ★★★

This book has been on my TBR for years. If you've read my blog posts over the past few years, you'll know I try to read a few Stephen King books a year to try and make my way through his backlog. I've read a few short story collections by King before, but usually each book only contains 4-6. This collection of short stories contained 20 and they were all a lot shorter. I rated all the short stories and averaged those ratings to give the overall book 3.5 stars. I really loved some of the stories, while others I was bored or now struggle to remember. They all felt very reminiscent of Roald Dahl's Tales of the Unexpected which I felt similar about as well. I'll give a star rating for each story below but I won't go into too much detail as I think we'd be here forever!

  • 1. Jerusalem's Lot - 4 stars. A great prequel to Salem's Lot that I previously read. Very gothic.
  • 2. Graveyard Shift - 3 stars. Relatively interesting.
  • 3. Night Surf - 2 stars. I found this quite boring.
  • 4. I am the Doorway - 2 stars. I found this quite boring.
  • 5. The Mangler - 4 stars. Very dark but I liked the premise of this one.
  • 6. The Boogeyman  - 4 stars. Loved the ending of this one.
  • 7. Gray Matter - 3 stars.
  • 8. Battleground - 2 stars
  • 9. Trucks - 3 stars
  • 10. Sometimes They Come Back - 5 stars. A terrifying idea.
  • 11. Strawberry Spring - 4 stars
  • 12. The Ledge - 5 stars. This felt very Dahl-esque
  • 13. The Lawnmower Man - 3 stars. Mostly very weird.
  • 14. Quitters, Inc. - 5 stars. So very twisted.
  • 15. I Know What You Need - 4 stars.
  • 16. Children of the Corn - 3 stars. (I can't be the only one who could just see the South Park episode in my head, right?).
  • 17. The Last Rung on the Ladder - 4 stars.
  • 18. The Man Who Loved Flowers - 4 stars.
  • 19. One for the Road - 4 stars.
  • 20. The Woman in the Room - 2 stars.

4. Insomnia by Stephen King ★★★★

This was the oldest book on my TBR so it was about time I read it. I've read around 20 other Stephen King books so far and I am trying to get through his back-catalogue as I've enjoyed the majority his books so far. I wasn't sure about the premise of this one when I started, but I ended up really enjoying it. This book follows Ralph, who starts waking up earlier. And earlier. Then the hallucinations start - the colours, shapes and strange auras. Not to mention the bald doctors who always turn up at the scene of a death. That's when Ralph begins to lose a lot more than sleep. When he begins to understand why his hitherto mild-mannered friend, Ed, is getting out of control - dangerously so. And why his home town is about to become the new Armageddon.

I love how intertwined Steph King's novels are. At first, I thought of them as 'just easter eggs' to look out for, but this book actually sets up so much of The Dark Tower series, it's incredible. It's really good, because you don't have to read his other books to enjoy his standalones, but it just adds an extra layer to the enjoyment. I really like Ralph and Lois, although I wish Lois had been more involved in the plot earlier on. The villains were done well and very sinister and creepy - did they remind anyone else of The Gentlemen from Buffy? I also loved the descriptions of the auras - I felt like I could picture everything happening so vividly.

I think there were two big things that stopped this being a 5 star. One is that it could've been a lot shorter and achieved the same amount. The first 400 pages did set things up well, but we probably could've had less and still had the same impact. The second (which is true of most Stephen King books), is that certain views/phrases are used but are not often contradicted by the main character, so it's hard to see if the author actually agrees with what the characters are saying - which is mostly worrying when it's racist/homophobic/sexist. I think if the things that were said were challenged then it would feel easier to read, but some things were said that left a very bitter taste in my mouth. It's also worth saying, a huge trigger warning for abortions in this book, as the legality/morality of abortions is a pivotal plot point throughout.

5. Lifelike by Jay Kristoff ★★★.5

I bought this book when it first came out in 2018 and it's taken me so long to finally read it. I did really love the Nevernight trilogy by the same author, but I wasn't sure how I'd feel about his sci-fi books. This book follows, Eve. When she finds the ruins of an android boy named Ezekiel in the scrap pile she calls home, her entire world comes crashing down. With her best friend and her robotic sidekick in tow, she and Ezekiel will trek across deserts of irradiated glass, battle cyborg assassins, and scour abandoned megacities to save the ones she loves and learn the dark secrets of her past.

I did enjoy this book, but I didn't love it as much as I hoped. I think that's mostly because I guessed the twist about 30 pages in and it became more and more obvious the further along we went. The other this was that I wasn't very invested in the romance - the main love interest felt kind of boring and their relationship was a bit weird (for many reasons). However, I loved the found family aspect. As always, Kristoff is great at writing these. The characters were all really unique and it was so easy to distinguish between them. I adored Lemonfresh and Cricket - they were so witty and and Lemonfresh was just a great badass character. Also, no-one has said in ANY reviews I can find about the Anastasia retelling in this?? I loved those aspects and I really liked that you could see the parallels between them from really early on. I'm definitely intrigued by this book and where the cliff-hanger ending will go, but I probably won't continue the series unless I get them from the library..

6. The Reviver by Seth Patrick ★★★

So I gave this book 3 stars in February, but honestly, I actually remember very little of this one, and I mostly remember not wanting to continue the series. This is a crime/thriller/sci-fi following Jonah Miller. He is a Reviver, able to temporarily revive the dead so they can say goodbye to their loved ones—or tell the police who killed them. Jonah works in a department of forensics created specifically for Revivers, and he’s the best in the business. For every high-profile corpse pushing daisies, it’s Jonah’s job to find justice for them. But while reviving the victim of a brutal murder, he encounters a terrifying presence. Something is on the other side watching. Waiting. His superiors tell him it's only in his mind, a product of stress. Jonah isn't so certain. Then Daniel Harker, the first journalist to bring revival to public attention, is murdered. Jonah finds himself getting dragged into the hunt for answers. Working with Harker's daughter Annabel, he becomes determined to find those responsible and bring them to justice. Soon they uncover long-hidden truths that call into doubt everything Jonah stands for, and reveal a sinister force that threatens us all. Overall, I just found this to be a very meh book.

7. Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier (DNF/UNHAUL)

I've read other Daphne du Maurier books that I really enjoyed, however, I ended up unhauling this classic rather than reading it. I had started it a few years ago, but I really just didn't feel like this was a classic for me despite it being called a gothic mystery. Sadly, the writing style didn't do it for me and I didn't feel intrigued enough by the mystery to continue. I might give this another chance one day, but for now I don't need this on my shelves. 

8. Contagion by Teri Terry ★★★

This is the fifth book I've read by Teri Terry and, while I really enjoyed Mind Games and Book of Lies, I didn't enjoy her earlier Shattered trilogy which I DNF'd after book two. This book follows Kai whose sister is missing. When Kai meets Shay, a girl who saw Callie the day she disappeared, his hope is reignited. Their search leads them to the heart of a terrifying epidemic that is raging through the country. Will they both survive? 

While I still find her a compelling writer, I think the pacing of this one felt a bit off towards the end of the book. The first half of this book I really enjoyed, and found very compelling and interesting, but the second half felt a bit dragged out and, after seeing a real global pandemic, this one felt oddly unrealistic. I found Shay and Kai to be interesting characters, but they sometimes made very frustrating decisions. I get it, they're teenagers, but it's still annoying. I also found it weird that Kai could just go from Newcastle to Edinburgh on any random day without his Mum knowing (or caring?). Another problem I had with the characters was that neither seemed too affected by character deaths; especially when one character finds out someone else is a ghost and they just don't seem that bothered? Callie really made me angry by the end with her decisions and I've since read some reviews that say those decisions don't get resolved in the second book which makes me not want to read on. I also guessed most of the plot twists, and the pseudo-science was kind of boring by the end. This book was just fine for me but if you're interested in YA apocalyptic sci-fi then you should pick it up and give it a try..

9. City of Brass by S.A. Chakraborty ★★★★

I'm happy to say that I read this high fantasy trilogy and really enjoyed it as a whole. Nahri has never believed in magic. Certainly, she has power; on the streets of 18th century Cairo, she’s a con woman of unsurpassed talent. But she knows better than anyone that the trade she uses to get by—palm readings, zars, healings—are all tricks, sleights of hand, learned skills; a means to the delightful end of swindling Ottoman nobles. But when Nahri accidentally summons an equally sly, darkly mysterious djinn warrior to her side during one of her cons, she’s forced to accept that the magical world she thought only existed in childhood stories is real. For the warrior tells her a new tale: across hot, windswept sands teeming with creatures of fire, and rivers where the mythical marid sleep; past ruins of once-magnificent human metropolises, and mountains where the circling hawks are not what they seem, lies Daevabad, the legendary city of brass, a city to which Nahri is irrevocably bound.

I really like the worldbuilding throughout this series; it's incredibly unique and it's so refreshing to read a fantasy with a different culture/mythology to the typical western fantasies (as much as I enjoy them). I will that I found Nahri to be quite a frustrating character at times, and I really didn't buy into the romance in the trilogy at all, which is why the star rating is lower for me. Overall though, this is a very enjoyable fantasy trilogy that I recommend to anyone that enjoys that genre.

10. The Narrow Road to the Deep North by Richard Flanagan (DNF/UNHAUL)

This is another book that ended up being a DNF and an unhaul so it's no longer on my shelves. I started reading this, but soon realised it was probably too slow and not the right genre for me. Plus I know this book would make me cry and I just wasn't feeling like deliberately reading sad books this year. This is a novel of the cruelty of war, and tenuousness of life and the impossibility of love. Richard Flanagan's story — of Dorrigo Evans, an Australian doctor haunted by a love affair with his uncle's wife — journeys from the caves of Tasmanian trappers in the early twentieth century to a crumbling pre-war beachside hotel, from a Thai jungle prison to a Japanese snow festival, from the Changi gallows to a chance meeting of lovers on the Sydney Harbour Bridge. This book is about the impossibility of love. At its heart is one day in a Japanese slave labour camp in August 1943. As the day builds to its horrific climax, Dorrigo Evans battles and fails in his quest to save the lives of his fellow POWs, a man is killed for no reason, and a love story unfolds.

11. The Alloy of Law by Brandon Sanderson ★★★★★

I am happy to say that I was pleasantly surprised by this trilogy and really loved it. I've genuinely been putting off reading this series for years, and I now have no idea why. After I finished the Mistborn trilogy in 2015, I bought this book, which is the first in a trilogy that follows Mistborn. But I'd heard this was set 300 years in the future and was more of a Western and, while that's true, it's also so much more than that. Kelsier, Vin, Elend, Sazed, Spook, and the rest are now part of history—or religion. Yet even as science and technology are reaching new heights, the old magics of Allomancy and Feruchemy continue to play a role in this reborn world. Out in the frontier lands known as the Roughs, they are crucial tools for the brave men and women attempting to establish order and justice. One such is Waxillium Ladrian. After twenty years in the Roughs, Wax has been forced by family tragedy to return to the metropolis of Elendel. Now he must reluctantly put away his guns and assume the duties and dignity incumbent upon the head of a noble house. Or so he thinks... 

This book has a brilliant mystery to it and I was immediately hooked by Sanderson's writing from the moment I started. I loved being back in this world with this magic system. Wax and Wayne are both hilarious and the Steampunk vibe was on point. If you've been hesitant to pick this book up after reading Mistborn, I recommend just starting it. You'll soon see that Sanderson has outdone himself with yet another epic plot and brilliant characters.

12. Oathbringer Part Two by Brandon Sanderson ★★★★.5 prediction

I am currently 200 pages into this book and I'm really enjoying it. This is the second part of book 3 in The Stormlight Archive and I'm so happy I managed to get to it this year (because for a while there, I really thought I wouldn't!). I wanted to get this blog post out before Christmas, but I'll definitely finish this book in the next week so I'm happy to call this a win! For anyone that doesn't know, the first book in this series follows several characters (but mostly Kaladin, Shallan, Dalinar, and Adolin) in the world of Roshar: a place of stone and storms. Uncanny tempests of incredible power sweep across the rocky terrain so frequently that they have shaped ecology and civilisation alike. Animals hide in shells, trees pull in branches, and grass retracts into the soil-less ground. Cities are built only where the topography offers shelter. It has been centuries since the fall of the ten consecrated orders known as the Knights Radiant, but their Shardblades and Shardplate remain: mystical swords and suits of armour that transform ordinary men into near-invincible warriors. Men trade kingdoms for Shardblades. Wars are fought for them, and won by them. One such war is about to swallow up a soldier (Kaladin), a brightlord (Dalinar) and a young woman scholar (Shallan).

13. Dreamcatcher by Stephen King ★★

Sadly, this is one of the Stephen King books I've enjoyed the least. Twenty-five years after saving a Down's-syndrome child from bullies, Beav, Henry, Pete, and Jonesy - now men with separate lives and separate problems - reunite in the woods of Maine for their annual hunting trip. But when a stranger stumbles into their camp, disoriented and mumbling something about lights in the sky, chaos erupts. Soon, the four friends are plunged into a horrifying struggle with a creature from another world where their only chance of survival is locked in their shared past - and in the Dreamcatcher.

This is a sci-fi, horror, alien invasion book. I knew that going in and was really looking forward to seeing where King would take it. The first 200 pages or so were really intriguing - I loved seeing the four men's different lives and the hints at what had happened in the past and how it related to now. Unfortunately, it all went downhill from there for me. About 50% of this book is vivid descriptions body horror and the rest is just very slow pacing where not a lot happens. Even the last 50 pages of action could barely hold my attention because I'd become so bored. The animal thing was horrible too so I had to skip over that. I still didn't really get how all the telepathy fit together with Duddits and some of the deaths of characters felt incredibly underwhelming considering they were main characters. Kurtz was also very weird and I still can't get my head around what his motivations were. As always, there were some very problematic parts of King's book (use of the n-word for one thing, and a line that basically said men couldn't understand being raped - which was really strange and made me pretty uncomfortable that King could think that). I know King wrote this book while completely high on painkillers after his accident and he doesn't like the book now, but that doesn't really excuse it for those moments. Overall, a very meh book that seemed to rely on body horror for its impacts on the reader.

14. Jade City by Fonda Lee ★★★★★


This book. This book is absolutely amazing and I can't believe I waited so long to read it. I bought Jade City in 2018 when it first came out but I just never got around to it (despite it being on about 20 TBRs), but it's safe to say it's now one of my favourite books of all time. This trilogy is an urban fantasy, gripping Godfather-esque saga of intergenerational blood feuds, vicious politics, magic, and kung-fu. Jade City follows the Kaul family, who are one of two crime syndicates that control the island of Kekon. It's the only place in the world that produces rare magical jade, which grants those with the right training and heritage superhuman abilities. The Green Bone clans of honorable jade-wearing warriors once protected the island from foreign invasion, but nowadays, in a bustling post-war metropolis full of fast cars and foreign money, Green Bone families like the Kauls are primarily involved in commerce, construction, and the everyday upkeep of the districts under their protection. When the simmering tension between the Kauls and their greatest rivals erupts into open violence in the streets, the outcome of this clan war will determine. 

Firstly, Lee's worldbuilding is absolutely incredible. I really thought this world and the amount of characters would be difficult to understand or keep track of, but within 40 pages, I felt like I understood exactly what was going on. That shows some incredible writing skill in fantasy books in my opinion. I also loved every character in this book (but I especially loved Lan and Shae); even the villains were done so well. One thing this book did exceptionally well is that it felt so Game of Thrones-esque, in that no character felt safe and anything vicious could happen at any time. I was constantly on the edge of my seat. And then THAT happened halfway through the book and left me a wreck. Lee also explores women's places in this society and culture in such a well done way. I 100% recommend this to anyone who enjoys urban fantasy/gangster-type films or books. Lee is easily one of my new favourite authors and she made me want to pick up the next book immediately..

15. Wayward Son by Rainbow Rowell ★★

After enjoying Carry On so much, I thought it was time to finally pick up the sequel after owning it for years. Unfortunately, this was a huge miss for me. I understand the importance of showing the trauma of the characters from the previous book, but it felt like all of the development from the first book had just vanished. The characters were also more unlikeable in general. The road trip aspect was interesting in theory, but again, it ended up falling flat. It felt like nothing happened in this book: driving, they get captured, they escape, driving, they get captured, they escape, etc. etc. It was just that on repeat and it got so boring I was tempted to DNF it. The only reason I didn't was because it was such a short book. Agatha's plotline also felt weirdly tagged on and I really disliked the new character that was added midway through the book (who was an obviously inserted love interest for one character). I definitely won't be finishing this series and I'm just going to pretend that Carry On was a standalone because it really didn't feel like it needed a sequel.

16. The Warrior Heir by Cinda Williams Chima (DNF/UNHAUL)

This is another book that was a DNF and unhaul for me. I read around 80 pages of the book before I put it down. Unfortunately, I'd heard this was a YA, but it read far younger than I'd anticipated. Not only that, but the worldbuilding wasn't great and I really didn't enjoy the fantasy aspect of the book. I'm really sad I didn't enjoy this, but I'm glad I was able to make some more space on my shelves. If anyone wants to know what this book is about it follows 16-year-old Jack who lives an unremarkable life in the small Ohio town of Trinity. Only the medicine he has to take daily and the thick scar above his heart set him apart from the other high schoolers. Then one day Jack skips his medicine. Suddenly, he is stronger, fiercer, and more confident than ever before. And it feels great—until he loses control of his own strength and nearly kills another player during soccer team tryouts. Soon, Jack learns the startling truth about himself: he is Weirlind, part of an underground society of magical people who live among us. At their helm sits the feuding houses of the Red Rose and the White Rose, whose power is determined by playing The Game—a magical tournament in which each house sponsors a warrior to fight to the death. The winning house rules the Weir.

17. Once Upon a Dream by Liz Braswell ★★.5

I'd heard a lot about the Disney Twisted Tales books and I was really hoping I would love this. Unfortunately, I just found the book to be very meh. This is a retelling of Sleeping Beauty, but with (you guessed it) a twist. I feel like this book would've had a lot more impact if we hadn't been told it was a dream from the very beginning. Knowing that, we spend the first 100 pages just waiting for Aurora to also figure it out. Then the next 350 pages were just her and Phillip walking through a wood. Aurora's character was very difficult to grasp as the reader because she herself didn't know who she really was, so I was left feeling kind of detached from her.

This was at least a quick read, but I feel like it's definitely for a very young YA audience rather than an older one, which is what I was expecting. The writing style was also quite simplistic and there were so many ALL CAPS sentences that made it feel more like a fanfiction. Overall, the plot was a clever idea but the execution didn't really have the pay-off I was hoping for..

18. The Husband's Secret by Liane Moriarty ★★★

I read Big Little Lies by Liane Moriarty a few years ago and absolutely loved it. Unfortunately, this book was a real disappointment to me. The blurb of this book basically says: Imagine your husband wrote you a letter, to be opened after his death. Imagine, too, that the letter contains his deepest, darkest secret - something with the potential to destroy not only the life you have built together but the lives of others as well. And then imagine that you stumble across that letter while your husband is still very much alive...

Moriarty's writing was still fantastic, as always. She writes in a very compelling way and it never feels like a chore to pick up her book, even when the story isn't as interesting. However, this book felt just a little odd? It's marketed as a thriller, but there was no plot twist (the small one we had halfway through the book was pretty obvious based on the blurb alone). Tessa's story felt weirdly out of place with the other two women and I felt like we got no real closure with what happened in her relationship or with Felicity. Cecilia was interesting, but the majority of her chapters were filled with 'should I open the letter' and then 'what should I do now that I know what was in the letter', which got very repetitive. I also don't really know why the Berlin Wall featured so heavily throughout the book.

I did like the portrayal of actions having lasting consequences that you can't foresee, especially with the Epilogue. I actually just wish we'd had more of the Epilogue. Overall, this book was a quick read, but I just didn't enjoy it as much as her other book. I think this is more of a dark contemporary novel than a typical thriller, which is what I was expecting and wanting when I picked it up. I still recommend trying Liane Moriarty's books though and I'll definitely read more of her work in the future..

19.  Renegades by Marissa Meyer ★★★★

I hadn't heard great things about this book so I was pleasantly surprised to discover how much I enjoyed it. I've loved all of Marissa Meyer's books so far, but especially her Lunar Chronicles series. This is YA sci-fi following superheroes. The Renegades are a syndicate of prodigies - humans with extraordinary abilities - who emerged from the ruins of a crumbled society and established peace and order where chaos reigned. As champions of justice, they remain a symbol of hope and courage to everyone... except the villains they once overthrew. Nova has a reason to hate the Renegades, and she is on a mission for vengeance. As she gets closer to her target, she meets Adrian, a Renegade boy who believes in justice - and in Nova. But Nova’s allegiance is to a villain who has the power to end them both. 

My favourite thing about this book was that everyone's motivations felt very realistic and I loved how morally grey all the characters are. You see so much of the world from Nova (the villain's) perspective, and it feels really good to see her discovering that the world isn't necessarily what she thought it was. The found family on both the 'villain' and 'hero' sides were great and I loved Nova's relationships with them. Max was also a fantastic character - I just want to look after him! The twists in this book were really interesting and you can tell that more are coming in the next books. If you've watched/read a lot of superhero media, then you'll probably be able to see a lot of things coming, but that didn't detract from my enjoyment of it. Overall, a great superhero sci-fi book and I'll definitely continue the series..

20. The Smoke Thieves by Sally Green (DNF/UNHAUL)

And this final one was another unhaul. I didn't actually try to read it in the end. In all honesty, the blurb sounded very similar to other YA fantasies that I'd read and I knew I wasn't going to get to this any time soon. Plus, the last Sally Green trilogy did leave a bitter taste in my mouth after the whole 'bury your gays' trope appeared. That means I was able to give this book away to someone who would really appreciate and enjoy it. If I ever want to read it then I'll get it from my local library, but I don't regret my choice to unhaul this one.

So, there we have it! I either read or unhauled every book on the list this year and I'm really happy to say I succeeded in this challenge. Look out for my future blog posts where I'll be talking about my challenges for 2023 and what I hope to achieve next year.