Friday 27 January 2023

February TBR | 2023

It's time for February TBR! Similar to the month itself, this blog post will be short and sweet. I had a good reading month in January, so I'm hoping to continue that in February. I'm not participating in any readathons this month, but I am re-reading Battle Royale for the first time in 11 years for my work's Book Club and I'm very excited about that. 

So, without further ado, here's my February TBR:

1. Trial by Fire by Scott James
2. Dread Nation by Justina Ireland
3. Deathless Divide by Justina Ireland
4.  Are We All Lemmings and Snowflakes? by Holly Bourne
5.  The Falconer by Elizabeth May
6.  The History of Bees by Maja Lunde
7.  Arcanum Unbounded by Brandon Sanderson
8.  The Lost Metal by Brandon Sanderson   
9.  The Secret Diary of Sarah Thomas by Sarah Thomas
10. Battle Royale by Koushun Takami
11. Murder on the Christmas Express by Alexandra Benedict
12. Hellmouth by Jordie Bellaire

So that's my TBR for February! Let me know what you're reading and if you've read any of these books. Also, are you participating in any readathons this month? Let me know if you are!

Wednesday 18 January 2023

BOOK REVIEW | The Wilderness Retreat by Jennifer Moore

Genre: Adult Thriller

Publication Date: 22nd February 2023

My Rating: ★★.5

Blurb:

I release myself from the shackles of the outside world and embrace the wilderness within.

As Bella drops her son off at university, she’s devastated. It’s been the two of them ever since Asher was born. The only thing helping her through is the upcoming week-long wilderness retreat in Sweden. It’ll be her chance to reconnect and recharge.

At the retreat, Bella basks in the beauty of the modern lodge, with its luxury rooms and picture-perfect views, the glistening lake and lush forest. For the full detox effect, everyone must surrender their phones.

The holiday seems idyllic until the person who ruined Bella’s life years ago arrives, threatening everything she’s worked hard for and will do anything to protect. Suddenly, a terrified Bella is trapped in the wild, knowing someone wants her dead…

**Spoiler-Free Review**

I received this book from HQ Digital via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review. I was looking for a good thriller to start the year, and this sounded right up my street.

My favourite part of this book had to be the writing and the perfect atmosphere Moore created. The isolated retreat in the middle of the Swedish forest was so incredibly creepy. The mindfulness of the retreat was also a great reason for the characters not having access to the outside world with their mobile phones. I loved seeing Bella's relationship with Asher, and how she interacted with the various people at the retreat. The other guests were the perfect mixture of annoying and suspicious as well. The books starts off extremely strong and the first 30% were filled with suspense and intrigue.

I will say that the middle of the book did drag for me a little. I felt like the same few things were happening for a few days in a row (bad night sleeping, bad day, drinking, throwing up, nails on wall). It also had far too many dream sequences that became repetitive and boring; I found myself skimming the fifth or sixth one because it was so obviously a dream. The main character also made a few silly decisions throughout the book and saying things like 'this is the sort of stupid thing someone would do in a horror movie', but still proceeding to do it, doesn't make it any less stupid.

I'm happy to say that I didn't see the twist coming, but I also didn't feel like it had enough of an impact. I wish Bella was more lucid at the end to get more answers, because there are a few extra things that I wanted to know. I'm actually amazed that Bella didn't realise how badly her maths was off in the final chapter though. When she said she dropped out of university the next week, my main thought was 'that's ridiculously quick', and I was right. 

I did really enjoy the Epilogue though and the relationship between all the characters, that actually felt really good and it tied everything up very nicely. Overall, I would say this is an extremely atmospheric thriller; so if you're looking for that creepy, isolated feeling, then look no further. I think other people might enjoy the twist more than I did, so don't let that put you off. Pick this up if you're looking for your next twisty read.

Monday 16 January 2023

Broken Perfect Lies by Katie Wismer | Cover Reveal

I am so honoured to be part of the cover reveal for Katie Wismer's newest novel, Broken Perfect Lies, which will be released on February 20th 2023. I really enjoyed her previous novels and poetry collections; she's great at writing chemistry between characters. From the premise, this book sounds like such a fun, interesting romance and I'm incredibly excited to pick it up. All the links for more information, the description, and... most importantly, the cover reveal can be found below! Let me know what you think; are you excited for this to come out?

Release Date: February 20, 2023

Preorder Links: 

Description:

She’s everything he hates, but he’s the only one who can keep her safe…

Pop sensation Parker Beck has been living a double life since she was eighteen. Through the disguises and fake name, she’s managed to keep her real identity a secret for the past six years. But she’s always known it was only a matter of time before the tabloids got their hands on the truth.

When the news leaks, it’s even worse than she’d feared. Now unprotected, Parker desperately needs a bodyguard. But with her history, no one is willing to take the job.

Heath Bridgers wants nothing to do with Parker Beck. That one-fifty grand salary they’re offering just to babysit her? Well, that he could use. Especially now that a family emergency has him spiraling into a hole of debt he’s not sure he’ll ever climb out of. 

The job will be easy. All he has to do is dodge a few stalkers and make it through a year. The one thing he will absolutely not be doing is falling in love with her.

Broken Perfect Lies is a standalone romantic suspense perfect for fans of spicy bodyguard romances...with a Hannah-Montana-inspired twist. It contains content best suited for mature readers.



Tuesday 3 January 2023

My Reading Goals | 2023

And so we've hit 2023 and it's that time of year where we get everyone's wrap-up and goals posts and videos, and I love it; it's definitely some of my favourite content to both write and read. And today I'm going to talk about my goals for this year. I don't have too many huge goals, but I'm still excited for this coming year and the goals I have here.

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1. Read at least 150 books. 
Realistically, my goal is more like 180 books, but I prefer to say 150 in case any unexpected issues with work or life come up throughout the year (which, let's face it, something always does!). For the past 4-5 years I haven't read under 150 books so it feels very doable. I do want to read more chunky books this year, but I still think I'll be able to do this.

2. Read, finish, and catch up on more chunky fantasy series.
Now, the series don't have to be chunky, but there are definitely a lot of big fantasy series I desperately want to get to this year. If you don't know already, adult fantasy is my favourite genre, so I always want to find more that I love. As part of this goal, I wrote a blog post of the the 10 series I need to finish this year that includes some of the high priority fantasies on my list: Ten Series I Need to Finish in 2023

3. Read or unhaul the books on my Self-Destruct List.
Similar to above, I wrote a blog post about the Books on my 2023 Self-Destruct list. These are basically 10 books that have been on my TBR for a long time and I never really gravitate towards them so this is to force me to either finally pick them up or unhaul them.

4. Remain consistent with my blog and bookstagram.
I was fairly consistent last year, but I want to continue that in the coming year. If you're interested in my instagram, it's here.

5. Read all my books that I've owned for over 3 years.
For the past two years, I've been getting through my backlist books that I've owned for a long time. At one point I had books from 10 years ago. Thankfully, I now only have books that I acquired between 2019 and now. I have 29 books left from 2019 so I would like to try and prioritise those books so that next year the oldest books on my TBR will be from 2020 at the earliest.

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So, those are my main reading goals for 2023! Nothing too daunting and feel free to check out the more specific goals posts I've mentioned above. Let me know what your goals are for this year! 

Sunday 1 January 2023

10 Series I Have to Finish in 2023

Welcome to the next post in my Goals for 2023 Series on my blog. Keep an eye out for the post with my overall goals that will be coming soon. This post is obviously the 10 book series I need to finish in 2023. Some of the below are series I need to both start and finish (or catch-up on), and the others are series that I need to just finish the last book in. Let me know if you've read any of these books and which ones I should prioritise first!

1. The Burning Series by Evan Winter

This is the most incomplete series on the whole list as only the first two books out of four are currently released. I own the first two and the third book still doesn't have a publication date yet. However, I wouldn't mind starting this series because I've heard it's fantastic. It was a self-published book that became so popular that a publisher picked it up. Once again, it has one of my absolute favourite tropes that immediately makes me grab the book: dragons. Ever since I read The Inheritance Cycle when I was younger, any books with dragons appeals to me on a deep level. I've not yet found another dragon series that I love as much as that so I'm always on the look out for the next one. In this series, one in every two thousand women has the power to call down dragons and one in every hundred men is able to magically transform himself into a bigger, stronger, faster killing machine. Young, gift-less Tau knows all this, but he has a plan of escape. Only, he doesn't get the chance. Those closest to him are brutally murdered, and his grief swiftly turns to anger. Fixated on revenge, Tau dedicates himself to become the greatest swordsman to ever live, a man willing to die a hundred thousand times for the chance to kill the three who betrayed him.

2. The Licanius Trilogy by James Islington

I got all of these books for my birthday a couple of years ago and it goes without saying that I can't wait to read these. This sounds like a typical fantasy, but I'm really intrigued by the magic in these books. These books follow Davian, a student of the Gifted, who suffers the consequences of a war fought—and lost—before he was born. Despised by most beyond the school walls, he and those around him are all but prisoners as they attempt to learn control of the Gift. Worse, as Davian struggles with his lessons, he knows that there is further to fall if he cannot pass his final tests. But when Davian discovers he has the ability to wield the forbidden power of the Augurs, he sets into motion a chain of events that will change everything.

3. Of Blood and Bone Trilogy by John Gwynne

I absolutely adored the Faithful and the Fallen series that I read a couple of years ago by this author, and he has become one of my favourite fantasy writers of all time already. I don't know a lot about this trilogy except that it's set a few hundred years after the Faithful and the Fallen series and that at least one character overlaps. I'm really excited to see where this series goes, especially since I loved the worldbuilding in the first series.

4. A Chorus of Dragons by Jenn Lyons

This series has been on my radar for a long time, but after Jade from Jadeyraereads gave it 5 stars, I knew I had to pick it up soon. I know have all the books so I have no reason not to binge the series. I believe this is a high epic fantasy series that follows Kihrin who witnesses a prince performing a terrifying dark-magic ritual. Kihrin flees but he's marked by a demon. That night also leads to him being claimed as a lost son of that prince's royal house. But far from living the dream, Kihrin finds himself practically a prisoner, at the mercy of his new family's power plays and ambitions. I believe this is an epic political fantasy series with a lot of intrigue and it's been so long since I read a series like this - I can't wait!

5. The Legacy Trilogy by Matthew Ward

I saw so much about this trilogy this year and I'm excited to finally read it now that I own the first book, Legacy of Ash. In this adult fantasy book, a shadow has fallen over the Tressian Republic. Ruling families - once protectors of justice and democracy --now plot against one another with sharp words and sharper knives. Blinded by ambition, they remain heedless of the threat posed by the invading armies of the Hadari Empire. Yet as Tressia falls, heroes rise. Viktor Akadra is the Republic's champion. A warrior without equal, he hides a secret that would see him burned as a heretic. Josiri Trelan is Viktor's sworn enemy. A political prisoner, he dreams of reigniting his mother's failed rebellion. And yet Calenne Trelan, Josiri's sister, seeks only to break free of their tarnished legacy; to escape the expectation and prejudice that haunts the family name. As war spreads across the Republic, these three must set aside their differences in order to save their home. Yet decades of bad blood are not easily set aside.

6. The Dread Nation Duology by Justina Ireland

I've owned both books in this duology for far too long and I need to read them. This is a YA zombie/alternate history book set in America during the Civil War. Jane McKeene was born two days before the dead began to walk the battlefields of Gettysburg and Chancellorsville—derailing the War Between the States and changing America forever. In this new nation, safety for all depends on the work of a few, and laws like the Native and Negro Reeducation Act require certain children attend combat schools to learn to put down the dead. But there are also opportunities—and Jane is studying to become an Attendant, trained in both weaponry and etiquette to protect the well-to-do. It’s a chance for a better life for Negro girls like Jane. After all, not even being the daughter of a wealthy white Southern woman could save her from society’s expectations. But that’s not a life Jane wants. Almost finished with her education at Miss Preston’s School of Combat in Baltimore, Jane is set on returning to her Kentucky home and doesn’t pay much mind to the politics of the eastern cities, with their talk of returning America to the glory of its days before the dead rose. But when families around Baltimore County begin to go missing, Jane is caught in the middle of a conspiracy, one that finds her in a desperate fight for her life against some powerful enemies. And the restless dead, it would seem, are the least of her problems. I've heard very mixed things on this series, but I'm hoping I'll enjoy it.

7. The Wayfarers Series by Becky Chambers

Thankfully, I only need to read the last book in this series (The Galaxy and the Ground Within) to finally finish it. I adored the first two books in this series, but I didn't enjoy the third book as much. I'm hoping I'll love this one though. These are adult, slice-of-life, sci-fi, companion novels that follows multiple characters as they live their life in the galaxy. The final book is set at the Five-Hop One-Stop, where long-haul spacers can stretch their legs (if they have legs, that is), and get fuel, transit permits, and assorted supplies. The Five-Hop is run by an enterprising alien and her sometimes helpful child, who work hard to provide a little piece of home to everyone passing through. When a freak technological failure halts all traffic to and from Gora, three strangers - all different species with different aims - are thrown together at the Five-Hop. Grounded, with nothing to do but wait, the trio - an exiled artist with an appointment to keep, a cargo runner at a personal crossroads, and a mysterious individual doing her best to help those on the fringes - are compelled to confront where they’ve been, where they might go, and what they are, or could be, to each other. 

8. The Carls Duology by Hank Green

This is another book where I only have the final book left to read (A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor) in this sci-fi duology. I'll definitely have to re-read the first book to continue, but I remember really loving the first book and I'll forever love Hank Green thanks to Vlogbrothers. In the first book The Carls just appeared. Roaming through New York City at three AM, twenty-three-year-old April May stumbles across a giant sculpture. Delighted by its appearance and craftsmanship, April and her best friend, Andy, make a video with it, which Andy uploads to YouTube. The next day, April wakes up to a viral video and a new life. News quickly spreads that there are Carls in dozens of cities around the world - from Beijing to Buenos Aires - and April, as their first documentarian, finds herself at the center of an intense international media spotlight. Seizing the opportunity to make her mark on the world, April now has to deal with the consequences her new particular brand of fame has on her relationships, her safety, and her own identity. And all eyes are on April to figure out not just what the Carls are, but what they want from us. I'm very excited to find out how this series ends.

9.  The Summoner Series by Taran Matharu

I read the original trilogy of The Summoner Series a few years ago and absolutely loved it - easily my favourite young YA fantasy. However, I never got around to reading The Outcast which is a prequel to the original series. This is my incentive to finally read the prequel: Arcturus is just an orphaned stable boy when he discovers he has the ability to summon demons from another world. He is sent to Vocans Academy where the lost arts of summoning, spell craft and demonology are taught to the noble children of the Empire. As the first commoner gifted with this ability, his discovery challenges the nobility and the powers that be and Arcturus soon makes enemies. With no one but his demon Sacharissa by his side, Arcturus must prove himself as a worthy Summoner.

10. Light Years Duology by Kass Morgan

And this is another book where I only have the final book left to read in the duology. The first book really surprised me because I honestly didn't think I'd enjoy it, but it ended up being a really quick, fun read. It's a school/competition-type YA sci-fi that felt quite reminiscent of one of my favourite books from the same genre: Nyxia. In the first book, the Quatra Fleet Academy is finally admitting students from every planet in the solar system after centuries of exclusivity. Hotshot pilot Vesper, an ambitious Tridian citizen, dreams of becoming a captain - but when she loses her spot to a brilliant, wisecracking boy from the wrong side of the asteroid belt, it makes her question everything she thought she knew. Growing up on the toxic planet Deva, Cormak will take any chance he can get to escape his dead-end life and join the Academy - even if he has to steal someone's identity to do it. Arran was always considered an outsider on icy Chetire, always dreaming of something more than a life working in the mines. Now an incoming cadet, Arran is looking for a place to belong - he just never thought that place would be in the arms of a Tridian boy. And Orelia is hiding a dark secret - she's infiltrated the Academy to complete a mission, one that threatens the security of everyone there. But if anyone finds out who she really is, it'll be her life on the line. These cadets will have to put their differences aside and become a team to defend their world from a cunning enemy - but the danger might be lurking closer to home than they think.

And those are the 10 series I have to finish this year, because a) it's about time and b) I'm incredibly excited to read them all. Let me know if there are any on this list that you've enjoyed and which ones I should get to first!

December Wrap-Up | 2022

Welcome to my December wrap-up! This month was a pretty successful month considering my mental health took a bit of a downturn in the middle. I'm really happy with how much I caught up with The Stormlight Archive too. So, without further ado, here are my reviews and ratings for the month!

1. Words of Radiance, Part Two by Brandon Sanderson (re-read) ★★★★

This is the second part of book two in The Stormlight Archive and it's easily my favourite book in the series so far. The action towards the end of the book was immense. Sanderson is so talented at writing scenes that you can easily picture as an epic moment in a film (Kaladin going down those stairs at the end as an example). I loved the turn the plot took in this - there were so many twists with Shallan, and I did not see coming what Adolin would do towards the end at all. It's great seeing so many different characters and plotlines finally coming together, and how they react to one another. I particularly liked seeing more of Adolin's character in this book. As always, Sanderon's magic system is unlike any other and we get to see so much more of the powers used by the Radiants. I'm so excited to see how these books tie to the rest of the Cosmere, and I'm loving every book in this series more and more.

 2. Edgedancer by Brandon Sanderson (re-read) ★★★★

Are we surprised to see the next Sanderson book in this wrap-up? No, of course not. This is a novella - book 3.5 in The Stormlight Archive - and it follows Lift, a character we first meet in the interludes of Book Two. The first time I read this novella, I found Lift to be quite irritating, but on this read, I actually really enjoyed her character and her more simplistic perspective. It really allowed the reader to see more of the world and how it works, while simultaneously tying the novella to the main story in ways that Lift can't even see. Her rudeness and obsession with food is just funny throughout, and I love that she still says the Words and means them despite being so young. I'm excited to learn more about her and more about Darkness. I don't want to say much else in case of spoilers, but overall this is an interesting novella that really adds to the main story.

3. The Prenup by Lauren Layne ★★

This Adult contemporary romance book follows Charlotte Spencer, who grew up on the blue-blooded Upper East Side of Manhattan, but she never wanted the sit-still-look-pretty future her parents dictated for her. Enter Colin Walsh, her brother's quiet, brooding, man-bun-sporting best friend, and with him a chance to escape. He's far from Charlotte's dream guy but they need each other for one thing: marriage. One courthouse wedding later, Charlotte's inheritance is hers to start a business in San Francisco and Irish-born Colin has a Green Card. Ten years later, Colin drops a bombshell: the terms of their prenup state that before either can file for divorce, they have to live under the same roof for three months.

Unfortunately, this book didn't land well for me for a few reasons. Firstly, I found the way Charlotte spoke to the reader kind of cheesy and the tone didn't resonate with me. It also seemed to drop off by the end of the book so I'm not sure why it was really written that way to begin with. The next big thing was the characters: Charlotte I could mostly get behind, although the way she talked about being rich and money not being thought of at all was slightly nauseating. Colin, however, had the personality of a brick wall. There is literally not one thing he does that shows anything about him. Charlotte even calls him out on this and he says something along the lines of 'Just because I don't show my emotions doesn't mean I don't have them'. Right sure, but that just feels like a cop out for never showing and always telling.

Next up, we have the very clear emotional cheating that happens throughout the book. I can never ever root for a couple in a book that do this. Colin is constantly making hints at how much he lusts after Charlotte and agreeing to go on a trip with her, but is apparently head over heels for someone else? Charlotte is just as bad. She doesn't want to become the 'other woman', but still flirts repeatedly and invites him for a weekend away?? And then we have all the women-on-women hate. It's truly awful. Charlotte refers to another woman as 'severe', 'uptight', and 'a viper', and it's used to contrast how wonderfully sunny and carefree Charlotte herself is. Realistically, I didn't see anything this other woman did was wrong at all given the situation she'd been put in.

The end of the book also felt like it had no closure for the overall conflict. Colin never really explains any of his thought process or if he actually had any feelings other than lust, Rebecca vanishes of the face of the earth, and we get a typical epilogue wrapping everything else up in a neat bow. Overall, this was just not a romance/contemporary for me, although other people might be able to see past the cheating and enjoy it more.

4. Wrapped Up in You by Talia Hibbert ★★★

The best way to describe this contemporary novella is that it's a very sweet read. William Reid is nothing special, except for his billion-dollar acting career and his, you know, face. (Apparently, it’s a good one.) Winning ‘Sexiest Man Alive’ was nice, but this Christmas, he has more important goals in mind... like finally winning over his best friend’s little sister, the super-smart and kinda-scary Abbie Farrell. When a blizzard leaves Will and Abbie alone at Grandma Farrell’s house (if bunking with 27 pets counts as ‘alone’), it’s the perfect opportunity to pull off a Christmas miracle. Convincing clever, frosty Abbie to give Will a chance will take more than mistletoe, but hiding his lifelong crush on her is no longer an option. 

I appreciate that this novella really showed the truth about recovery from abusive relationships and how it can shatter the trust there. However, it was very frustrating reading from Will's perspective and watching Abbie push him away and hurt him repeatedly when they'd known each other for so long that you would think they would naturally trust one another. But, as I said, that is the truth about recovery from these things, so it was understandable. I particularly loved the amount of cats in this book, especially the kittens; it made the book extra cute. I kind of wish the novella had been a full book, so we could know more about her past relationship and also her relationship with her family, but this was a quick, sweet read overall. If you're looking for a cute Christmas romance then pick this up.

5. Oathbringer, Part One by Brandon Sanderson (re-read) ★★★

We are finally at my last re-read of this series so I'm finally able to continue to the next couple of books. This is the first part of book three in The Stormlight Archive series. Overall, I found it to be less action-packed than the previous ones; not that much happened except for a few reveals as the book went along. This is understandable because it's only the first half of a book, which is why it only got 4 stars overall. I really liked the addition of the Bridge Four chapters, and I especially loved Rock's chapter - he's probably my favourite member of the group. Kaladin and his family felt a little rushed and I wish we'd seen more exploration there. Kaladin wasn't as interesting to me in this book because it felt like not a lot happened in his chapters, but I really liked learning more about Adolin and Dalinar. Exploring Dalinar's past and uncovering the things he'd forgotten was such a good addition to this book and it's keeping me turning the pages to find out more of his history. I will say that the addition of some things left me a little confused, but I'm hoping we'll get more explanation as time goes on. Overall, a good start to the third book.

6. Me and Earl and the Dying Girl by Jesse Andrews ★.5

Now, I know I've given this book a low rating, but I didn't actively hate the writing. However, there were so many problematic things in this book that it made me incredibly uncomfortable. This is a YA Contemporary book that's described as 'not like other cancer books'. It follows Greg. Up until senior year, he's has maintained total social invisibility. He only has one friend, Earl, and together they spend their time - when not playing video games and avoiding Earl’s terrifying brothers - making movies, their own versions of Coppola and Herzog cult classics. Greg would be the first one to tell you his movies are terrible, but he and Earl don’t make them for other people. Until Rachel. Rachel has leukaemia, and Greg’s mum gets the genius idea that Greg should befriend her. Against his better judgement and despite his extreme awkwardness, he does. When Rachel decides to stop treatment, Greg and Earl must abandon invisibility and make a stand. 

As I said above, this book had so many problematic lines about race, sex, and gender, and then hardly any of them were ever challenged. Some examples being:

  • 'I had no idea what you were supposed to do with [girls] ... I just sort of wanted to have one like a possession or something'
  • 'jocks would be a good bet to ascend the throne, but at Benson, they're pretty much all black, and many of the white kids are afraid of them' (What the hell?)
  • 'Every two years, Dad grows a beard, and it makes him look like a member of the taliban'.

Literally none of those things are ever challenged as stereotypes or bad by the author or character. It's kind of expected the race lines to be negated by the fact the main character has a black friend. There's also bisexual erasure in the book, which is also not properly challenged, except by saying  the equivalent of 'everyone's a little bit bi'.

Getting past those issues, we still have the fact that this is exactly like any other cancer book. The main character's agency is entirely propelled by a girl dying of cancer. And the worst thing is, the main character is categorically unlikable. He literally doesn't do one nice thing in the entire book that someone else didn't make him do. He constantly talks about how unattractive Rachel is and, therefore, doesn't care about helping her. Thankfully, that does get challenged, but he still doesn't seem to learn anything from it. The fact that he learns something new about her so late in the book says that he never he tried to get to know her properly. Every teenage girl in this book is only talked about through a lens of how hot they are. I know he's a teenage boy, but it's like he thinks all women are objects and not actual people, and even after it's kind of challenged, he then proceeds to use Rachel as a college letter?? 

The mixed media writing style was interesting, but the humour fell so flat to me. Nothing made me laugh and the jokes he made just felt so out of context all the time. I get it, he was meant to be 'quirky', but it felt weird that he was like that when he talked about lying low and not having any friends. Overall, this wasn't for me and it the jokes felt very dated considering this was only published ten years ago.

7. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid (re-read) ★★★★

As mentioned above, this was actually a re-read for me. I first read this in 2018 and it became one of my favourite books of all time and I'm very happy to say that it's lived up to that on re-read. This book follows the aging and reclusive Hollywood movie icon Evelyn Hugo. She is finally ready to tell the truth about her glamorous and scandalous life. But when she chooses unknown magazine reporter Monique Grant for the job, no one is more astounded than Monique herself. Why her? Why now? Summoned to Evelyn’s luxurious apartment, Monique listens in fascination as the actress tells her story. From making her way to Los Angeles in the 1950s to her decision to leave show business in the ‘80s, and, of course, the seven husbands along the way, Evelyn unspools a tale of ruthless ambition, unexpected friendship, and a great forbidden love. Monique begins to feel a very real connection to the legendary star, but as Evelyn’s story near its conclusion, it becomes clear that her life intersects with Monique’s own in tragic and irreversible ways.

I don't even know where to begin with what I love about this book. The characters are all so flawed and Evelyn herself doesn't shy away from sharing that she doesn't consider herself a 'good' person, but I still love so many of the people in this book. Evelyn Hugo herself is an icon and I maintain that Taylor Jenkins Reid is such a good writer that I still often find myself wanting to Google Evelyn Hugo as though she's a real person, because she is written so well. She also captures the atmosphere of 50s and 60s Hollywood perfectly.

Harry Cameron has my heart forever - he is so caring and selfless throughout and the way he looks after his friends is just so sincere. His and Evelyn's friendship is so lovely. Taylor Jenkins Reid is also very good at showing how individuals aren't all black and white, and that there are often grey areas and that people can change. I struggle with Celia sometimes, but only because we see the relationship through the eyes of Evelyn, and we most often see when her relationships with people are at their worst for the sake of the story. We don't get to see the 10 happy years, we just see the one awful one month.

This book has a lot of good representation in it: LGBTQ+ rights, POC, erasure of culture, and sexism. While a lot of it is hard to read, it's also very powerful in the way it's discussed. I will say that Monique's storyline is one I care less about but I adore how the two intersect and when I first read it, I didn't see it coming at all. The parts towards the end are so impactful and I remember it had me in tears the first time I read it. Overall, this is a beautifully written book with such realistic characters and a twist that will leave you reeling. Please pick it up if you haven't already.

8. Oathbringer: Part Two by Brandon Sanderson ★★★.5

As this is the second part two the third book in this series, I won't say too much in case I spoil anything, so this will be a shorter review. I did really like Oathbringer as a whole; Dalinar's past was incredibly interesting and I loved seeing how far he'd come. The last 200 pages were incredibly action-packed and I couldn't put the book down. However, I will say that the main cast of characters were split in two different places, and I found one half of them to be less interesting than the others. Similar to the first half, I just didn't enjoy the group that were travelling a lot, as much as the others. We also don't get enough Jasnah anymore, especially when it comes to the huge decision she made at the end; it kind of felt like it came out of nowhere because we hadn't seen her in so long. I really like how far Shallan and Kaladin came throughout the book, and I'm so excited to see where the story goes next and how it links to the rest of the Cosmere.

9. It's Kind of a Funny Story by Ned Vizzini ★★.5

This is a YA contemporary novel following ambitious New York City teenager Craig Gilner. He is determined to succeed at life - which means getting into the right high school to get into the right job. But once Craig aces his way into Manhattan's Executive Pre-Professional High School, the pressure becomes unbearable. He stops eating and sleeping until, one night, he nearly kills himself. Craig's suicidal episode gets him checked into a mental hospital, where his new neighbors include a transsexual sex addict, a girl who has scarred her own face with scissors, and the self-elected President Armelio. There, Craig is finally able to confront the sources of his anxiety. Ned Vizzini, who himself spent time in a psychiatric hospital, has created a remarkably moving tale about the sometimes unexpected road to happiness.

I struggled with the rating for this one a lot. On the one hand, it shows a very accurate portrayal of depression and suicidal thoughts, however, it's also very dated with the comments and jokes made in the book. I was also very sad to hear that author actually committed suicide in 2013, several years after this book was released. Let's start with the good in this book. As I said, this shows a very accurate depiction of depression, negative thought spirals and anxiety, so much so that I would say it could be triggering to a lot of people, so be wary of that going in. I really liked seeing the journey that Craig took in the hospital and how he realised he could make changes in his life to help him get to a happier place. The characters in the hospital were all very interesting and I know they were based on Ned Vizzini's time in a psychiatric hospital.

However, as I said above, the jokes and comments made throughout were so dated and made me cringe; many were sexist, homophobic, and transphobic, and I didn't appreciate that at all. It's also incredibly hard to read from a teenage boys perspective when they constantly think sexist things - I just can't. If those parts were different then this would've got a higher rating from me.  Overall, it was a very quick and interesting read.

10. The Holiday Swap by Maggie Knox 

I'm pretty disappointed about this one, but this book just wasn't for me. So, the premise: When chef Charlie Goodwin gets hit on the head on the L.A. set of her reality baking show, she loses a lot more than consciousness; she also loses her ability to taste and smell - both critical to her success as show judge. Meanwhile, Charlie's identical twin, Cass, is frantically trying to hold her own life together back in their quaint mountain hometown while running the family's bustling bakery and dealing with her ex, who won't get the memo that they're over. With only days until Christmas, a desperate Charlie asks Cass to do something they haven't done since they were kids: switch places. Looking for her own escape from reality, Cass agrees. But temporarily trading lives proves more complicated than they imagined, especially when rugged firefighter Jake Greenman and gorgeous physician's assistant Miguel Rodriguez are thrown into the mix. Will the twins' identity swap be a recipe for disaster, or does it have all the right ingredients for getting their lives back on track?

First thing is that if you love a cheesy Hallmark movie, then you'll probably enjoy this book. And, while I like a feel-good Christmas film, I'm not big on Hallmark romances, so you'll probably understand why this fell flat for me. The biggest thing was how over-the-top/ridiculous the plot and situations in the book were. The sisters swap lives and assume everything will be fine - to the point where they don't even try to help each other, even though they promised they would? (Oops, my phone is missing and I haven't even really noticed). And don't get me started on the whole thing where they kept their own phones. Also, Charlie just ignores medical advice after getting a concussion and the repercussions of that are never explored. The other issue I had with the characters was that they swapped lives and then immediately made mistakes, like introducing themselves to people they should already know or asking basic stuff about their own job. If you wanted to be convincing, you'd surely be on your toes for at least the first day right? Nope, not these two.

Honestly, I just got so bored halfway through. The two storylines became repetitive, the romances were fine, but the huge lie they were telling to the love interests for no reason was a step too far for me and it was also just unnecessary. The ending was also unbelievably cheesy. Overall, if you like very cheesy, festive romances then pick this up, but it just wasn't for me at all.

11-20. Saga, Volumes 1-10 by Brian K. Vaughan & Fiona Staples (re-read) ★★★★

Saga, Volume 1 by Brian K. Vaughan & Fiona Staples (re-read) ★★★★

I read this graphic novel for the first time in 2016 and fell in love with the series. I now own the first 10 volumes so I decided to read them all and finally catch up. The series is the sweeping tale of one young family fighting to find their place in the worlds. When two soldiers from opposite sides of a never-ending galactic war fall in love, they risk everything to bring a fragile new life into a dangerous old universe. Fantasy and science fiction are wed like never before in a sexy, subversive drama for adults. The books are set from the perspective of the child retrospectively looking back on their life and it brings a great level of foreshadowing to the story.

The humour in this graphic novel is fantastic and had me laughing aloud at times, even though it's a re-read. I adore the Lying Cat and The Will; they're an hilarious duo. It's also great to see all the characters as morally grey, including the two main characters, and how that and the war has affected each of them differently. The worldbuilding is incredibly huge with a vast sci-fi world, but with magic and fantastical elements. The art style is beautiful and really conveys the emotion of each scene so well. This is a great graphic novel for people who've never tried ready one before and I highly recommend it if you're looking for something both humorous and simultaneously moving.

Saga, Volume 2 by Brian K. Vaughan & Fiona Staples (re-read) ★★★★

Since I'm talking about all 10 volumes of Saga here and I don't want to spoil it, I'll just say some short thoughts for each of the volumes. I loved this one, especially the twist at the end. The introduction of new characters really made this volume more interesting.

Saga, Volume 3 by Brian K. Vaughan & Fiona Staples (re-read) ★★★★

Ahhh, the ending was heartbreaking and the twist with The Will's ex was very interesting. Overall, another great volume.

Saga, Volume 4 by Brian K. Vaughan & Fiona Staples (re-read) ★★★

I definitely didn't enjoy this one as much, mostly because of the arguments and the potential 'something' that almost happens. But I do love where the rest of the story is going; it's getting a lot more complex.

Saga, Volume 5 by Brian K. Vaughan & Fiona Staples (re-read) ★★★★

There were so many deaths in this volume! It just gets more and more brutal. I loved Ghus so much, and the intrigue just increases with every volume.

Saga, Volume 6 by Brian K. Vaughan & Fiona Staples (re-read) ★★★★

There was a time jump in this one, which was interesting to see and not really where I expected it to go. It's interesting to see what happened to Hazel and I'm glad two characters were reunited again. Not as action-packed as the previous volume, and we didn't get to see some characters that I missed, but I loved it anyway.

Saga, Volume 7 by Brian K. Vaughan & Fiona Staples (re-read) ★★★★

This one was absolutely heartbreaking and there's at least one thing in this that I won't recover from.

Saga, Volume 8 by Brian K. Vaughan & Fiona Staples (re-read) ★★★

This one was enjoyable but not a whole lot happened compared to other volumes. A lot of important conversations that were probably needed though, just not enough of the characters and interactions I was hoping for.

Saga, Volume 9 by Brian K. Vaughan & Fiona Staples (re-read) ★★★★ 

Oh my god, that ending. I didn't see it coming at all. How did people even cope when they had to wait for Volume 10? This was heartbreaking and now I just want some good things to happen to these characters.

Saga, Volume 10 by Brian K. Vaughan & Fiona Staples (re-read) ★★★★ 

This volume was a really interesting direction and explores a lot about what parents will do for their children. So excited for the next volume and I just hope it doesn't take a long time to come out.

21. Dawnshard by Brandon Sanderson ★★★

I'm happy to say that I enjoyed this novella a lot, even more so than Edgedancer. This is book 3.5 in The Stormlight Archives and it followed one of my favourite interlude perspectives: Rysn. I had always wondered how her storyline was going to fit into the larger story and now we're really seeing it. This novella starts when a ghost ship is discovered, its crew presumed dead after trying to reach the storm-shrouded island of Akinah, They must send an expedition to make sure the island hasn’t fallen into enemy hands. Knights who fly too near find their magic suddenly drained, so the voyage must be by sea. Years ago, shipowner Rysn Ftori gained the companionship of Chiri-Chiri, a stormlight-ingesting larkin, a species once thought extinct. Now Rysn’s pet is ill, and any hope for Chiri-Chiri’s recovery can be found only at the ancestral home of the larkin: Akinah. With the help of Lopen, the windrunner, Rysn must accept the quest and sail into the perilous storm from which no one has returned alive. If the crew cannot uncover the secrets of the hidden island city before the wrath of its ancient guardians falls upon them, the fate of Roshar and the entire Cosmere hangs in the balance.

I loved seeing the interactions with Lopen and Rysn and how both of these characters have changed and grown over time. I will say that the main downside to this book was that I'd been told it would explain some larger connections with the Cosmere, but I guess that must be in Rhythm of War rather than this, although I can see it's heading in that direction. Overall, this was a great addition to the series and I'm excited to pick up the next book.

22. Rhythm of War, Part One by Brandon Sanderson ★★★★

And here we are at the first part of Book Four in The Stormlight Archive. As always, there's only so many spoiler-free things I can say. This is the first Part One book that I've given 5 stars though and I really loved it. I love how realistic Sanderson is when exploring his characters; especially when showing the PTSD and trauma that war can cause even the 'heroes'. Kaladin was very interesting and Shallan's character has become so much more intriguing. I like that we've had more of Adolin and his character in this book too. I miss a few members of Bridge Four though. I think the most interesting thing about this book though was seeing how it might relate to the larger Cosmere and trying to tease out all the hints of how they're going to interact; the fabrial and magic exploration was particularly interesting because of that.

And those were all the books I read in December! It definitely looks like I read a lot, but the 10 graphic novels definitely added to that. I feel like I had a very good reading month considering I had a bad week where I didn't read too much. What did you read last month?