Mid-Year Book Freakout Tag | 2023

Welcome to another Mid-Year Book Freakout Tag 2023 edition! That's right, we're already here again; the year has flown by. This year I've already read 101 books so far, which means it was pretty tough to narrow down the choices for the questions (especially since I've had 25 five star reads this year). As with previous years, I will not be mentioning any re-reads here because they're generally books I've already enjoyed or talked about. Also, it's worth saying that I've generally picked more than one book per answer because it was too difficult to choose just one book. So, let's get on with the questions! 

1. Best Book You've Read so Far in 2023?

Yellowface R.F. Kuang or Daisy Jones & the Six by Taylor Jenkins Reid

I genuinely couldn't just pick one book for this.

Once again, Taylor Jenkins Reid has made me care so much for a fictional band and characters that never existed to the point where I wanted to look them up and start listening to their music (although thankfully it has a TV show so it's bit easier this time). I was worried at first that Daisy would end up being a manic pixie dream girl type character, but instead we see someone who is both truly, authentically herself, but also struggling with a severe drug addiction. The way the book handles drug addiction from two different perspectives is also beautifully handled and I thought it was so well done to see how Billy and Daisy responded to their situations. I loved the whole group and their dynamic; the tensions, the cameraderie, the undercurrent of everyone thinking something different about the exact same event. The female friendships in here were so well done too; there was so much power between them, even when they didn't agree about how to do something, there was no tearing each other down at all. An easy 5 star read. To see my full review on this - check out my May Wrap-Up.

And then we have Yellowface. Unlike Kuang's previous works, this is an adult contemporary/thriller following two authors: Authors June Hayward and Athena Liu. They were supposed to be twin rising stars: same year at Yale, same debut year in publishing. But Athena's a cross-genre literary darling, and June didn't even get a paperback release. Nobody wants stories about basic white girls, June thinks. So when June witnesses Athena's death in a freak accident, she acts on impulse: she steals Athena's just-finished masterpiece, an experimental novel about the unsung contributions of Chinese laborers to the British and French war efforts during World War I. So what if June edits Athena's novel and sends it to her agent as her own work? So what if she lets her new publisher rebrand her as Juniper Song - complete with an ambiguously ethnic author photo? Doesn't this piece of history deserve to be told, whoever the teller? That's what June claims, and the New York Times bestseller list seems to agree. But June can't get away from Athena's shadow, and emerging evidence threatens to bring June's (stolen) success down around her. This book has left me speechless, to be honest. I read it in one sitting because I could. not. put. this. down. It's definitely not a thriller in the most conventional sense, but it's definitely filled with tension from start to finish. It was also incredibly different to her other fantasy books; she is clearly not limiting herself to one genre and we should all be thankful for that because her writing is amazing. Again, another very easy 5 star read. To see my full review on this, check out my June Wrap-Up later this week!

2. Best sequel you've read so far?

The Last Argument of Kings by Joe Abercombie

This was, thankfully, an easy one for me. I cannot believe how much I ended up loving the entire First Law trilogy; I didn't have particularly high expectations going in, but now Abercrombie is one of my favourite fantasy authors. I won't say too much about the plot of this book, but I will say that I loved the direction the story went. It was perfectly paced and not once did it feel like I needed more or less. In this trilogy we follow: Glokta, a cripple turned torturer; Jezal dan Luthar, a paragon of selfishness and solider-to-be who thinks of nothing more than winning glory in the fencing circle; and Logen Ninefingers, an infamous barbarian that has finally run out of luck. They were all incredibly fascinating characters and it's amazing to see how far they come by the final book. Easily a 5 star trilogy for me. If you want my full reviews for these books check them out in my wrap-ups or on my Reviews page.

3. New release you haven't read yet, but want to?

Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros

I'm sure everyone has heard of this book by now and it's certainly doing the rounds on TikTok and YouTube. But if you don't know, it's a fantasy romance centring around a dragon training school. While the romance part doesn't interest me as much, the dragon training school is something that immediately caught my attention. If you know me at all, you'll know I love books with dragons, schools, or competitions, and this sounds like it has all three. I've not heard a single bad word about the book yet so I'm excited to read it and see where I fall.

In this we follow twenty-year-old Violet Sorrengail, who was supposed to enter the Scribe Quadrant, living a quiet life among books. Now, the commanding general - aka her mother - has ordered Violet to join the hundreds of candidates striving to become the elite of Navarre: dragon riders. But her body is smaller and brittle and dragons don't bond with "fragile" humans. They incinerate them. She'll need ever edge her wits can give her just to see the next sunrise.

4. Most anticipated release for the second half of the year?

Sword Catcher by Cassandra Clare

I had to pick Sword Catcher for this one. I grew up as a teenager reading the Mortal Instruments as they came out and I used to love them. While I'm not as invested in the Shadowhunter world anymore, I do still find Cassandra Clare's writing addictive and interesting. And this is her first book that isn't connected to the Shadowhunter world. It's an adult fantasy set in the vibrant city-state of Castellane, where the richest of nobles and the most debauched of criminals have one thing in common: the constant search for wealth, power, and the next hedonistic thrill. Kel is an orphan, stolen from the life he knew to become the Sword-Catcher—the body-double of a royal heir, Prince Conor Aurelian. He has been raised alongside the prince, trained in every aspect of combat and statecraft. He and Conor are close as brothers, but Kel knows he has one destiny: to die for Conor. No other future is possible. Lin Caster is one of the Ashkar, a small community who still possess magical abilities. By law, they must live behind walls in the city, but Lin, a physician, ventures out to tend to the sick and dying of Castellane. Despite her skills, she cannot heal her best friend Mariam without access to forbidden knowledge.

After a failed assassination attempt brings Lin and Kel together, they are drawn into the web of the mysterious Ragpicker King, the criminal ruler of Castellane’s underworld. He offers them each what they want most; but as they descend into his world of intrigue and shadow, they discover a conspiracy of corruption that reaches from the darkest gutters of Castellane to the highest tower of its palaces. It sounds very interesting to me and I'm really intrigued to see if I'll enjoy this as much as her other books.

5. Biggest disappointment?

The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern
The House Across the Lake by Riley Sager
Five Survive by Holly Jackson

Sadly, I've read a lot of 1-2 star reads this years, so I have quite a few choices for this. I've listed a few here and I'll just give a quick rundown of why I found them disappointing. It's worth saying that just because I found it disappointing, it doesn't always mean I found it bad, just that I expected more of it.

So, the one I didn't like was The House Across the Lake. Okay, where to start with this one? The first thing I'll say is that I like Sager's writing a lot; I've loved two of his other books. I also liked the isolated lake setting and the descriptions of the area. However, that's probably the only good thing I do have to say. The majority of the plot in this one was quite boring; it was just a lot of Casey sitting, drinking, spying (very Woman in the Window vibes), and not really anything else. Casey herself is quite an unlikable, but equally boring character, and her unreliable narration wasn't really handled in the best way (especially because it linked to one of the major plot points of the book that I guessed quite early on). However, the thing that really dragged this book down for me was the supernatural aspect. One of the most interesting parts of reading a thriller is the guessing as a reader, but can you really guess literally anything if something supernatural comes in out of nowhere? It completely changed the genre of the book and it absolutely isn't what I read Sager's books for.

Next up we have The Starless Sea and Five Survive. These 100% weren't bad books, but they just weren't for me. Let's start with the controversial one: The Starless Sea. Let's start with what I liked. I loved the discussion of story and especially how they relate to video games. As someone who works in the video games industry, it was really fascinating to see someone studying that in a book. Morgenstern is also a beautiful writer; there were so many individual lines that will stick with me because of how well they were written. Honestly though, I was more interested in the book within the book and those stories, rather than the main plot with Zachary. When we get to Katrina's point of view, I found it the most compelling part of the whole book; I kind of wish the whole book had been about her looking for Zachary. I will say that the start of the book was a bit of a struggle for me. I couldn't quite keep all the characters aligned whilst also trying to figure out how the short stories connected to the main plot. Sometimes it felt like entire scenes were missing, and there was so much abstract description that I really struggled to picture anything, despite the beautiful writing. The vague, speculative magic just wasn't for me either unfortunately. I would say that if you enjoy lyrical, magical writing and speculative fantasy/fiction, then definitely give this a try. Sadly, it just wasn't for me.

Aaand Five Survive: The premise of this is great: eight hours, six friends, one sniper. I liked the build of tension and how quick to read this was. I also really liked Red as a character and her jumping thoughts. However, this definitely requires you to suspend your disbelief a lot and , if you're able tog et past that, we also then have a group of friends that we don't really get to know well enough to care too much about the reveals. I spent the entire book just despising Oliver. He is the worst human being I've ever had the misfortune to read about with not one likeable quality. We also don't get to see enough of him beforehand which means I'm sat wondering why this group of people ever made friends with him/dated him to being with? Because of my focus on Oliver, I kind of cared less about the actual whodunnit. And once we found out what the situation was, I was kind of disappointed by it. Even Oliver's secret was kind of more interesting. It's a trope I don't like in many books for one thing and it all felt either unrealistic or plain weird. The romance was also very wedged in once the situation was revealed and didn't feel necessary. I did like that it tied multiple mysteries together at the end and I also loved that certain characters got their comeuppance too. Overall, this was a fine YA thriller. I think if it's one of your first thrillers, you'll probably enjoy it more.

6. Biggest surprise?

The Midnight Library by Matt Haig or Skandar and the Unicorn Thief by A.F. Steadman

Again, a couple of answers for this one. The Midnight Library was a huge surprise for me because, although I love Haig's non-fiction, I've always found his fiction to be so-so for me. But this was just so poignant and beautifully written. It very much has a mixture of A Wonderful Life mixed with The Butterfly Effect. I love seeing the What Ifs of parallel universes and this book truly delivered on that front. We first see Nora in the life she's struggling with, and then we get to see the infinite possibilities of the ways her life could have gone. Not only that, but we get to see her discover new things about herself and her life that she was never able to see previously. I feel like this is such a short book that I don't want to talk much about what the various worlds were, but I will say that I'm glad we got to see the multiple extreme possibilities for Nora. The dive into depression, addiction, and anxiety is incredibly well done, and Nora becomes such a relatable character. While the ending wasn't at all surprising, it was heartwarming and everything that I wanted it to be. I highly recommend this to anyone that needs an uplifting book, but I'd definitely read the trigger warnings before you go into it.

And Skandar and the Unicorn Thief, although I'd heard good things about it, I didn't have high expectations for this fantasy middle-grade because I'm not a huge fan of unicorns; however, this blew me away. Instead of pink rainbow unicorns, we get bloodthirsty creatures that wield elemental magic - yes! I love elemental magic and this book uses it perfectly. I liked that the power of the magic came with the bond to the unicorns too, and it was dependant on their control of their unicorn. This really mixed some of the best elements of Eragon + magic school and it worked so well for me. The world was cleverly created; it was great seeing it set in the UK, but also within a fantasy setting. The school is amazing and my only gripe was that I wanted to see more of it. It made me wish Skandar had an easier time in the school so we as the reader could enjoy it more with him. The descriptions were beautiful and I felt like I could picture everything. I will say that Skandar's decisions weren't always the best, but I love his three friends and I feel like they kept him grounded (no pun intended!). Mitchell, Bobby, and Flo were so sweet and the way their relationships grow and thrive throughout the book is great to see. Skandar's relationship to his sister was one of the most heartwarming sibling dynamics I've seen in a middle-grade and it made my heart happy. I also didn't really see the twist coming at the end, and it's definitely a story I want to continue. Sure, it had a lot of tropes, but I feel like they worked well together and made me really enjoy the story.

7. Favourite new author? (Debut or new to you)

Jenn Lyons 

For this, I would have to say Jenn Lyons (I would say Joe Abercrombie, but I don't want to repeat answers if I can avoid it!). Lyons wrote A Chorus of Dragons; a five book series which I am 1.5 books into and really loving. Her writing is humorous and the worldbuilding and characters are incredible.

8. Newest favourite character?

I didn't want to repeat books in my answers but I definitely have to repeat them here because Glokta from the First Law trilogy is definitely one of my new favourite characters. He is morally grey to the extreme and I always weirdly wanted to root for him, even when he was doing terrible things.

9. A book that made you cry?

Trial by Fire by Scott James

It's always the non-fictions that make me cry. I decided to pick up this True Crime book after seeing it on Books of Amber's channel. This book follows the tragedy of the Station Nightclub fire that happened in 2003. In only 90 seconds, a fire in the Station nightclub killed 100 people and injured hundreds more. It would take nearly 20 years to find out why and who was really at fault. In this book Scott James investigates all the central figures, including the band's manager and lead singer, the fire inspector, the maker of the acoustical foam, as well as the brothers. Drawing on firsthand accounts, interviews with many involved, and court documents, James explores the rush to judgement about what happened that left the victims and their families, whose stories he also tells, desperate for justice.

As you can imagine, this was an incredibly difficult read and heartbreaking read. However, James covers the story so well and with a lot of compassion. He also delves into every area of the story, revealing things that were previously unknown and shed more light on who was responsible. I will warn that this book talks in great detail about the fire, the injuries, and the deaths that occurred, so if you don't feel like you can read that, then maybe skip this book. It also references a video that was taken at the time of the fire, which is still viewable on YouTube; the video is graphic and I recommend viewing with caution. Overall, this book was incredibly well researched and written, but it was also a very difficult read and it's haunted me to this day.

10. A book that made you happy?

Orange by Ichigo Takano

I've been hearing about this YA sci-fi/contemporary manga for years now and I thought it was about time that I finally picked it up. On the day that Naho begins 11th grade, she receives a letter from herself ten years in the future. At first, she writes it off as a prank, but as the letter’s predictions come true one by one, Naho realizes that the letter might be the real deal. Her future self tells Naho that a new transfer student, a boy named Kakeru, will soon join her class. The letter begs Naho to watch over him, saying that only Naho can save Kakeru from a terrible future. Who is this mystery boy, and can Naho save him from his destiny? 

Let's start with the premise. I love the idea of changing the past to affect the future in media, so this book is right up my street and it's fascinating seeing how the future is obviously changing as the book moves along. The main thing I want to talk about though is this group of friends. They are the most incredible group of friends I have ever read about; not only are their dynamics realistic and funny, they are so kind to one another and seeing them all stick up for each other was heartwarming. I love that they pull Kakeru into the group and he fits in seemlessly with them. I also loved the dynamics between Naho and the other girls in the group; they stick up for her all the time. Naho is such a sweet person too. She cares about everyone around her so much. My only frustration is when she still refused to do what the letter said sometimes, even though she knew it would help. I do get it though, she's 16 after all. Suwa is probably the most kind and incredible person in this manga. The fact that his future self once to change what happened despite what he has is unbelievably selfless.

This book deals with a lot of heavy topics including suicide and the death of a parent; however, it also handles these difficult topics so well. Kakeru's struggles are clearly so huge and it's so lovely to see this group of friends rally around him to help. This is a very character-focused story and I recommend it to anyone that enjoys a contemporary manga with a twist. It's heartwarming, will probably make you cry, and will definitely make you want to pick up the next volume.

11. Favourite book to film adaptation you saw this year?

This is book to TV Show but I'll definitely say Daisy Jones and the Six. The TV show was incredibly well done, despite the changes made, and I loved hearing the music!

12. Favourite review you've written this year

I don't really feel like I have a favourite review, but I have written a review of every book I've read so far this year, so I'm happy with that!

13. Most beautiful book you've bought so far this year (or received)

Age of Myth by Michael J. Sullivan

Age of Myth inaugurates another six-book series set in Elan. Since time immemorial, humans have worshipped the gods they call Fhrey, truly a race apart: invincible in battle, masters of magic, and seemingly immortal. But when a god falls to a human blade, the balance of power between humans and those they thought were gods changes forever. Now only a few stand between humankind and annihilation: Raithe, reluctant to embrace his destiny as the God Killer; Suri, a young seer burdened by signs of impending doom; and Persephone, who must overcome personal tragedy to lead her people. The Age of Myth is over. The time of rebellion has begun.

The plot sounds super interesting and the cover is gorgeous, in my opinion, so I'm looking forward to reading this.

14. What books do you need to read by the end of the year?

As always, there are so many books I need to read by the end of the year. I've chosen five that are my highest priority because I've had them on my TBR for a while now:

1. From Below by Darcy Coates

2. A Time of Dread by John Gwynne

3. The Memory of Souls by Jenn Lyons

4. Sleeping Giants by Sylvain Neuvel

5. The Inheritance Games by Jennifer Lynn Barnes

So that was the Mid-Year Book Freakout tag! There are obviously tons of other books that I've loved this year, but I can't list them all here. If you want more of my thoughts on any of the books I've read this year, then check-out my wrap-ups or my Reviews page where you can find the full reviews! Let me know if you've read any of these (especially the ones I still need to read) and if I should prioritise any of them. Also, if you've done this tag, link it below and I'll check it out.

July Reading & Life Plans

As I mentioned in my June Wrap-Up, I've decided not to do a set TBR this month since a few things have come up in my life that have meant I've deprioritised reading a little bit - not a lot - but enough that I don't want to set huge goals.

July is going to be a busy month for me with my job, not only because of upcoming deadlines, but also because I'm going to be travelling for conference this month too. I'm also trying to prioritise my mental health more, which means picking up books that aren't necessarily obligations and taking my time with the longer books.

That being said, there are definitely a couple of books I'd like to read this month:

1. The Name of All Things by Jenn Lyons

I started this in June and am about 100 pages in, so I'd like to finish it this month as I am really enjoying it. I've had to put it down a couple of times because I needed lighter reads after more stressful days at work, but I'm hoping to get back to it asap.

2. Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao. 

I know I just said no obligation reads, but this is the work book club pick for the month and I would really like to get to it if I can before they meet towards the end of the month.

Other than that, I'm basically picking up whatever I feel like this month! Right now, I'm leaning towards thrillers, non-fiction, and just having a longer fantasy as a background read until I pick up the pace again. I apologise for the shorter post this month, but I'll be back on my usual TBR next month ready for the Magical Readathon!

June Wrap-Up | 2023

Welcome to my June Wrap-Up! To be honest, reading kind of fell to the wayside this month. Work is very busy and I've be trying to prioritise my mental health and getting out of the house a bit more, which means I've had less time for reading. So this was my worst reading month of the year but I did read 14 books and 5249 pages, so it definitely wasn't my worst reading month ever. As a heads up, I'm probably not going to make a solid July TBR because I want to come back to August feeling refreshed and ready for a solid month of reading with the Magical Readathon coming up, however, I'll still make a May Be Read pile with things I'm interested in right now.

But, without futher ado, here are my reviews and ratings for the month!

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1. Satellite by Nick Lake ★★★★

This YA sci-fi pleasantly surprised me. The book starts on Moon 2, a space station that orbits approximately 250 miles above Earth. It travels 17,500 miles an hour, making one full orbit every ninety minutes. It’s also the only home that fifteen-year-old Leo and two other teens have ever known. Born and raised on Moon 2, Leo and the twins, Orion and Libra, are finally old enough and strong enough to endure the dangerous trip to Earth. They’ve been “parented” by teams of astronauts since birth and have run countless drills to ready themselves for every conceivable difficulty they might face on the flight. But has anything really prepared them for life on terra firma? Because while the planet may be home to billions of people, living there is more treacherous than Leo and his friends could ever have imagined, and their very survival will mean defying impossible odds.

The first thing is that the writing style initially really grated on me and it took around 100 pages before I stopped feeling frustrated by it. Everything is spelled incorrectly so it says this like 'u think so?'. It feels unecessary - as though it's trying to show Leo to be uneducated, yet he seems to be educated in literally every other way. It's worth noting that to enjoy this book you have to really suspend your disbelief. There are a few things that came up (Leo not realising his situation, the flying around the world, Yuri's hidden base etc.), that were so unbelievable that I did roll my eyes at times. Despite those two things, I really enjoyed the story this told. It was a lot darker than I expected too. Nick Lake is fantastic at describing the awe and creepiness of space and those scenes during the EVA's were incredibly tense and had me completely hooked and on the edge of my seat. Discovering their lives on earth was also interesting and I absolutely loved Comet. It was great seeing Leo's relationship with his family develop throughout too. The ending was so bittersweet and I definitely teared up towards the last 50 pages. Overall, this was a fascinating sci-fi exploring how far humanity will go and the effect it has on future generations, despite my initial gripes.

2. Kings of the Wyld by Nicholas Eames ★★★★

I'd heard a lot of mixed things about this Adult Fantasy and, while I definitely enjoyed it, I can see why others might not. In this we follow Clay Cooper. He and his band were once the best of the best - the meanest, dirtiest, most feared crew of mercenaries this side of the Heartwyld. Their glory days long past, the mercs have grown apart and grown old, fat, drunk - or a combination of the three. Then an ex-bandmate turns up at Clay's door with a plea for help. His daughter Rose is trapped in a city besieged by an enemy one hundred thousand strong and hungry for blood. Rescuing Rose is the kind of mission that only the very brave or the very stupid would sign up for. It's time to get the band back together for one last tour across the Wyld.

I really enjoyed the writing and tone in this one. Although some of the humour was a bit too much at times (I'm look at the phylactery), I often found myself laughing aloud at the slapstick humour (I swear, every time the pond got mentioned was brilliant). There were some members of the band I loved more than others - Clay and Moog in particular. Their backstories were so interesting and Moog's was particularly heartbreaking. Honestly though, most of this book just felt like a fun ride; it was like reading a group of friends go through a D&D campaign and I wasn't mad about it. The stakes never felt particularly high, but again, I didn't really mind that. It was fun seeing these washed up heroes try to relive their youth, all the while looking forward to their quiet lives again. I really liked how big the world was and the amount of mythical creatures that were roaming around without much explanation. The ending and epilogue were perfect to me too. I will say that I don't think I'll be continuing with the series; this felt like it ended so nicely, and reading the blurb of the next one it follows characters I'm less interested in. I would highly recommend this to any D&D fans or if you enjoy an adult fantasy, with a dark yet humourous tone.

3. Yellowface by R.F. Kuang ★★★★★

R.F. Kuang has done it again. What an astounding novel. Unlike her previous works, this is an adult contemporary/thriller following two authors: Authors June Hayward and Athena Liu. They were supposed to be twin rising stars: same year at Yale, same debut year in publishing. But Athena's a cross-genre literary darling, and June didn't even get a paperback release. Nobody wants stories about basic white girls, June thinks. So when June witnesses Athena's death in a freak accident, she acts on impulse: she steals Athena's just-finished masterpiece, an experimental novel about the unsung contributions of Chinese laborers to the British and French war efforts during World War I. So what if June edits Athena's novel and sends it to her agent as her own work? So what if she lets her new publisher rebrand her as Juniper Song - complete with an ambiguously ethnic author photo? Doesn't this piece of history deserve to be told, whoever the teller? That's what June claims, and the New York Times bestseller list seems to agree. But June can't get away from Athena's shadow, and emerging evidence threatens to bring June's (stolen) success down around her. As June races to protect her secret, she discovers exactly how far she will go to keep what she thinks she deserves.

This book has left me speechless to be honest. I read it in one sitting because I could. not. put. this. down. It's definitely not a thriller in the most conventional sense, but it's filled with tension from start to finish. It was also incredibly different to her other fantasy books; she is clearly not limiting herself to one genre and we should all be thankful for that because her writing is amazing.

It's worth saying that there are pretty much no likeable characters in this book, but that doesn't detract from the story; June herself is absolutely awful. We see her constantly twisting the narrative to make herself feel better - whether about stealing the manuscript or how racist she is; we see June in one sentence saying how these Chinese stories need to be told, yet in another she'll fall into racial stereotypes and say things like 'Asian people are small' or 'I once read a book that said X about Asian people'. These mental gymnastics are a sad reality in today's world and June really portrays that through her actions and thoughts. Throughout the book, Kuang explores racism, not just in the publishing industry, but the societal impact it continues to have on people. She does not shy away from the topic in any sense, and it was refreshing to see. We see discussions on cancel culture, cultural appropriation, diversity and sterotyping, and the way narratives can be framed around those things to make someone 'good' or 'bad' depending on who and how they're telling the story. Reading about June was awful, but I could not look away and Kuang is so talented that she occasionally had me rooting for her? Her relationship with Athena was so cleverly written and by the end I was still questioning everything June told the reader about them both. I liked that there was no hero in this story, that we're just left with this grey area of uncertainty; we know exactly who was wrong in this book, but we also don't have anyone in the right. Overall, this was a fantastic novel. If you're even remotely interested in the plot, pick it up because it will blow you away.

4. Orange: The Complete Collection, Volume 1 by Ichigo Takano ★★★★★

I've been hearing about this YA sci-fi/contemporary manga for years now and I thought it was about time that I finally picked it up. On the day that Naho begins 11th grade, she receives a letter from herself ten years in the future. At first, she writes it off as a prank, but as the letter’s predictions come true one by one, Naho realizes that the letter might be the real deal. Her future self tells Naho that a new transfer student, a boy named Kakeru, will soon join her class. The letter begs Naho to watch over him, saying that only Naho can save Kakeru from a terrible future. Who is this mystery boy, and can Naho save him from his destiny? 

Let's start with the premise. I love the idea of changing the past to affect the future, so this book is right up my street and it's fascinating seeing how the future is obviously changing as the book moves along. The main thing I want to talk about though is this group of friends. They are one of the most incredible group of friends I have ever read about; not only are their dynamics realistic and funny, they are so kind to one another and seeing them all stick up for each other was heartwarming. I love that they pull Kakeru into the group and he fits in seemlessly with them. I also loved the dynamics between Naho and the other girls; they stick up for her all the time. Naho is such a sweet person too. She cares about everyone around her so much. My only frustration is when she still refused to do what the letter said sometimes, even though she knew it would help. I do get it though, she's 16 after all. Also, Suwa is probably the most kind and incredible person in this manga. The fact that his future self wants to change what happened despite what he has is unbelievably selfless.

This book deals with a lot of heavy topics including suicide and the death of a parent; however, it also handles the difficult topics so well. Kakeru's struggles are clearly so huge and it's so lovely to see this group of friends rally around him to help. This is a very character-focused story and I recommend it to anyone that enjoys a contemporary manga with a twist. It's heartwarming, will probably make you cry, and will definitely make you want to pick up the next volume.

5. Orange: The Complete Collection, Volume 2 by Ichigo Takano ★★★★.5

Naturally, I picked up the next volume pretty much immediately. I'm not going to talk about this much because I don't want to spoil anything for those that haven't read the first one. This volume directly follows the previous book and handles many of the same topics. I loved the Sports Day aspect and how everything comes together in the end. This series was far more heartwarming than I expected it to be and I'm so happy about that. A beautiful manga series that I'd recommend to anyone.

6. Orange: Future by Ichigo Takano ★★★

So, this is technically the next volume in the Orange manga series, however, the last volume concluded the overall story. This is more of an additional story in the same world following some of the same characters. While I still liked seeing those characters, I don't feel like this manga really added anything to the original story and it just didn't feel that necessary. Personally, I won't be reading any further, but I will read other works by this artist/author.

7. Five Survive by Holly Jackson ★★

Earlier this year I finished Holly Jackson's A Good Girl's Guide to Murder series and mostly enjoyed it; so, I decided to pick up her latest YA thriller release. Unfortunately, I was a bit disappointed in this one. In this book, eighteen-year-old Red and her friends are on a road trip in an RV, heading to the beach for Spring Break. It’s a long drive but spirits are high. Until the RV breaks down in the middle of nowhere. There’s no mobile phone reception and nobody around to help. And as the wheels are shot out, one by one, the friends realise that this is no accident. There’s a sniper out there in the dark watching them and he knows exactly who they are. One of the group has a secret that the sniper is willing to kill for.

The premise of this is great: eight hours, six friends, one sniper. I liked the build of tension and how quick to read this was. I also really liked Red as a character and her jumping thoughts. However, this definitely requires you to suspend your disbelief a lot and, if you're able to get past that, we also then have a group of friends that we don't really get to know well enough to care too much about the reveals. I spent the entire book just despising Oliver. He is the worst human being I've ever had the misfortune to read about with not one likeable quality. We also don't get to see enough of him beforehand which means I'm sat wondering why this group of people ever made friends with him/dated him to being with? Because of my focus on Oliver, I kind of cared less about the actual whodunnit. And once we found out what the situation was, I was pretty disappointed by it. Even Oliver's secret was kind of more interesting. It's a trope I don't like in many books and it all felt either unrealistic or plain weird. The romance was also very wedged in once the situation was revealed and didn't feel necessary. I did like that it tied multiple mysteries together at the end and I also loved that certain characters got their comeuppance too. Overall, this was a fine YA thriller. I think if it's one of your first thrillers, you'll probably enjoy it more.

8. The Ruin of Kings by Jenn Lyons ★★★★★

I've owned this book for a long time and I'd heard so many good things about it. I'm very happy to say I wasn't disappointed and ended up giving this book 5 stars. This is the first book in an adult, epic, political fantasy series following Kihrin, who grew up on tales of long-lost princes and grand quests - despite being raised in a brothel, making money as a musician and street thief. One day he overreaches by targeting an absent noble's mansion, hunting for jewels. There he witnesses a prince performing a terrifying dark-magic ritual. Kihrin flees but he's marked by a demon and his life will never be the same again. That night also leads to him being claimed as a lost son of that prince's royal house. But far from living the dream, Kihrin finds himself practically a prisoner, at the mercy of his new family's power plays and ambitions. He must also discover why his murderous father finds Kihrin more valuable alive than dead. Soon Kihrin attempts to escape his relative's dangerous schemes, but finds himself in far deeper waters. Kihrin also discovers the old tales lied about many things: dragons, demons, gods, prophecies, true love - and the hero always winning. But maybe Kihrin isn't fated to save the empire. He's destined to destroy it. 

Firstly, I really loved how this story was told. The alternating perspectives of Talon and Kihrin was incredibly intriguing and the past and distant past we got to see cleverly revealed the story. It was just so well written. I was constantly wanting to read just one more chapter to see where the characters were. There were a few time jumps where people effectively montaged themselves into getting better at a skill, but I wasn't too disappointed by that since it worked with the way the story was being told. I liked Kihrin as a character, although I felt like he occasionally went from meek to cocky in a matter of seconds in places at the start. I loved Tyentso, Khaemezra, and Ola; they were brilliantly written female characters; all very complex and different from one another. I also enjoyed reading about the villains; they were brutal and their ambition and motives weren't just two-dimensional.

However, I was, and still am, confused by a few things that happened throughout: the prophecies, the meaning of the rings, what Surdyeh had to do with everything, etc. There are a lot of character names thrown around - both living and dead. And then we have the added complexity that people can both come back from the dead, and also swap bodies with others. Combining those things had me very confused at times and I'm still not 100% sure of the family tree or the motives of some of the older returned characters. Don't get me wrong, I know this is a longer series so things will get explained later, and the author definitely did their best to provide some answers in this one, but I wish I could have more to figure out who was who a lot of the time. Overall, this was a very solid start to a cleverly written political fantasy and I'm excited to continue the series!

9. The Good Luck Girls by Charlotte Nicole Davis ★★★

I was uncertain whether or not I would enjoy this book. It's a YA Dytopian/Historical Fiction book, but it's also a western and I find them quite hit and miss. In this story, we follow: Aster, Violet, Tansy, Mallow, and Clementine. They weres sold as children to the Welcome House and branded by cursed markings. Trapped in a life they never would have chosen. When Aster's sister Clementine accidentally murders a man, the girls risk a dangerous escape and harrowing journey to find freedom, justice, and revenge - in a country that wants them to have none of those things. Pursued by the land's most vicious and powerful forces - both living and dead - their only hope lies in a bedtime story passed from one girl to another, a story that only the youngest or most desperate would ever believe. It's going to take more than luck for them all to survive.

Firstly, the writing was pretty good; I loved the diversity and topics this book covered including PTSD and anxiety. The characters themselves were so unique and three-dimensional. I loved the complexity around Violet, espeically when she seems to just be a typical mean girl bully and her turnaround from that. Zee was interesting, but I wish we'd seen more conversations between him and Aster before the instalove with Clementine. Clementine was also probably the weakest character purely because it felt like Aster overshadowed her personality all the time. I did also find it an odd choice that Clementine was the first point of view we see, but then the rest of the book is from Aster's perspective - it just felt like an odd choice and confused me to begin with. 

The plot was quite weak in comparison to the characters themselves. It was just a lot of travelling and escaping with not much in between. The pacing also didn't help this, with some moments feeling like they dragged, but then other sections flew by when I wanted more detail (like the final 20 pages!). It also just felt quite predictable to me; every 'betrayal' was pretty obvious from the start and nothing particularly shocking happened, but that might just be a me thing. I did really like the concept of the book though and the 'magic' was very clever - the Raveners, the tattoos, the spirits - I thought these were really well imagined and executed. There were definitely a few things I was hoping we'd get more explanation about though (like the whole shadow situation). Overall, an interesting debut; I probably won't continue the series personally, but it wasn't a bad book by any means.

10. The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafon ★★★

This book has been sitting on my TBR for years and everyone has always highly recommended it. While the book was good I don't really feel like it was for me, sadly. This is a hybrid of genres: historical fiction, romance, and a mystery. Set in Barcelona, 1945: A city slowly heals in the aftermath of the Spanish Civil War, and Daniel, an antiquarian book dealer’s son who mourns the loss of his mother, finds solace in a mysterious book entitled The Shadow of the Wind, by one Julián Carax. But when he sets out to find the author’s other works, he makes a shocking discovery: someone has been systematically destroying every copy of every book Carax has written. In fact, Daniel may have the last of Carax’s books in existence. Soon Daniel’s seemingly innocent quest opens a door into one of Barcelona’s darkest secrets - an epic story of murder, madness, and doomed love.

As I said above, I don't feel like this story was for me; I definitely didn't dislike it, but nor did I love it. To be honest, I mostly felt indifferent throughout the reading experience. Let's start with with the things I enjoyed though. The writing was beautifully written and translated. I can completely see why people fall in love with the story; it's so quotable and cleverly put together. All of the characters were very complex and flawed; I particularly loved Fermin and his friendship with Daniel. Daniel himself was an interesting character, but I felt like he didn't have much agency in the story since it was often told to him by other characters. I will say, I found it quite difficult to keep track of the multitude of characters to begin with, so some of the background story went over my head until I went back and re-read it too. The background mystery was heartbreaking to discover, but also wrapped up so beautifully that I have no complaints about that. Overall, it was an interesting book. I think I just read this at the wrong time for me.

11. No Plot? No Problem! by Chris Baty ★★★★★

Chris Baty is the creator of NaNoWriMo - something I discovered in 2007 and adored. I participated about 10 times, but I've only won a couple of times. Have you heard of NaNoWriMo before? If not, it stands for National Novel Writing Month and it's where writers are challenged to write a 50,000 word novel in 30 day (November). This book is a non-fiction filled with anecdotes and advice for anyone wanting to participate in the event. In all honesty, I wish I'd had this book 20 years ago, but I'm incredibly happy I've read it now.

Baty's writing is humourous and made me laugh multiple times. His advice is down-to-earth, relatable, and easy to put into practice. It's also filled with motival quotes and advice from previous NaNo winners that I found very inspiring. Reading this made me want to start writing again imediately (although I might wait for Camp NaNo in July!). It's such a short book that there's not too much more to say; if you're an aspiring writer, have every wanted to take part in NaNo, or just need a boost of inspiration for your creativity, then definitely pick this book up.

12. Pokemon Adventures, Volume 9 by Kusaka & Mato ★★★★

Pokemon Adventures is one of my favourite series from my childhood and the first manga I ever read. I adored Red and Blue's darker story that was more based on the game than the show. This is Volume 9 in that series and primarily follows Silver & Gold and their adventures in Johto (again following the game more than the show).

In all honesty, I didn't have high hopes for this one because I enjoyed Yellow's storyline less than the originals and I thought it would be the same for Silver & Gold. However, I was pleasantly surprised that I loved this one. Gold and Silver's relationship is not what I expected at all and I loved seeing it progress over the course of this volume. It was great seeing more pokemon and the team that Gold has evolve and change. I also really loved that Red's storyline came back and we got to see the Gym Leader challenges. The manga really expands upon the world and I think anyone that enjoys pokemon in any way would love this series. Pick it up and give it a try, but be prepared for a darker pokemon plot than any you've seen before!

13. Pokemon Adventures, Volume 10 by Kusaka & Mato ★★

After enjoying the last volume so much I decided to just continue on with the series. Sadly, this was nowhere near as good as the previous volume for me. This one introduced Crystal as a character and I absolutely loved her. She was so bad-ass and I loved that she was an expert Pokemon catcher. However, the major downside to this volume was the sheer amount of Suicune battles. There was about 5 or 6? And it was just the same thing over and over again. It really felt like a filler manga. I was also disappointed we didn't see anything from any other characters. I imagine they'll all tie together in the long run, but for now, this volume just fell flat for me and was a bit boring. I'll definitely be continuing the series though!

14. Kim Jiyoung, Born 1982 by Cho Nam-Joo ★★★★

I picked this up on a whim after seeing it recommended by a couple of people. It's a short, historical fiction novella set in South Korea. To be honest, I'm just going to leave the Goodreads synopsis here because I tihnk it really does justice in describing the book: Kim Jiyoung is a girl born to a mother whose in-laws wanted a boy. Kim Jiyoung is a sister made to share a room while her brother gets one of his own. Kim Jiyoung is a female preyed upon by male teachers at school. Kim Jiyoung is a daughter whose father blames her when she is harassed late at night. Kim Jiyoung is a good student who doesn't get put forward for internships. Kim Jiyoung is a model employee but gets overlooked for promotion. Kim Jiyoung is a wife who gives up her career and independence for a life of domesticity. Kim Jiyoung has started acting strangely. Kim Jiyoung is depressed. Kim Jiyoung is mad. Kim Jiyoung is her own woman. Kim Jiyoung is every woman.

This was a difficult read in terms of subject matter. Seeing the oppression and expectations that women are facing (while society tells them they are equals), is heartbreaking. I also didn't realise how prevalent some of these views were in the 80s and 90s in South Korea - it was fascinating to see both the cultural differences and also some of the similarities. It's awful that women have to give up their careers to be a mother, and seeing the hiring practices and the way they isolate women was hard. I also didn't realise how much people in South Korea were pressured into wanting/having a boy rather than a girl. Despite this being a historical fiction, it reads like a non-fiction, with facts about the country added to the story about Kim Jiyoung's life. Personally, I really loved this style of writing, but I can understand that some people might find it a bit jarring. I don't want to say too much more with this being a short novella, but I really loved this book and I think it's a very important read for anyone to pick up to understand how women are made to feel in modern society.

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And those are all the books I read in June! Fingers crossed for a more successful July for me (especially with work). Let me know if you've read any of these books and what you thought of them.